My personal feelings part 1

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I still have fears. 

 

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@Marcel I love you. You help me a lot. 

 

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I'm feeling suicidal again. 

My whole body was aching since morning and at some point I just gave up. 

I felt like I'm better off dead than suffering this misery. 

 

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I promised myself that I'll always love Marcel forever, no matter what. 

(didn't you say that to yourself, Babloo) yes you will. This promise you will keep. 

 

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I am authentic with my feelings. No compromises there. 

 

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https://youtu.be/ZoZT8-HqI64

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https://youtu.be/ZoZT8-HqI64

 

 

 

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This is supposed to be my own private space. 

 

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I cried a lot in the past few hours and my anxiety is worse. 

I just feel awful. 

 

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I had a mental breakdown a few hours ago. 

 

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@Marcel love you