My personal feelings part 1

[Preety_India]

Anyway. It's time to move on. 

I have completely cut my bond with this forum. 

Now it's only me and my journals. 

I have disabled my messenger. 

I will not talk to anyone except my partner. 

I don't need to. It doesn't lead to anything "real." 

 

[Preety_India]

I can hear the distant sound of the coucal again. 

Maybe it's reminding me that life is always brutal as usual, we are travelers in this space of time and one day my journey will come to and end. 

Time to relax and forget. Time to realize that life is greater than all the little things we care about. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I will never talk to anyone here. Even if they say something to me or about me I'll no longer reply to them. Too much drama. Not my cup of tea and not how I deal with things.... 

 

 

On to something better... And perhaps different. 

I love this picture that my mom took. I was sitting in a hotel room. The bedsheets were clean and I was gazing into a mirror. I loved the sunshine falling through. I like watching early morning sunrise and all the warmth it brings. 

Maybe I was contemplating something deep in this picture but I like how it makes me feel like I'm thinking something. 

This was the one time that me and my mom bonded so this picture is special to me. 

She was getting me breakfast and it was early morning and I was waiting to meet our relatives who had come by to visit from another city , my native place basically. 

She didn't mind that I bought heels. She was thrilled at all the changes I had been making in my life recently. 

 

 

Edited November 29, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Well finally I'm at least able to say that I don't give a fuck. 

 

[Preety_India]

On another note 

 

Stop demonizing people who live with their parents. Not everything has to work by western standards and western rules. 

Yes in my country people people live with their parents their whole lives. That's our culture. Yet Indians are the highest earning ethnic group in the United States. So stop shitting on our culture. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

And even if I say things loudly I'm still an introvert. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

There was another Canadian user here by the name Mivafofa. 

I used to like her posts. 

 

Edited November 29, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

@Marcel is helping me a lot.

He spoke with my mom yesterday. She was acting a bit kiddish. 

Early in the morning (today) she started some drama about a heater in my room. It sucks that I have to explain her literally every little thing of my life. She is too controlling. 

However she likes @Marcel. She seems to get along with him as she did with my past boyfriends.

 

[Preety_India]

I have a brilliant idea in my mind regarding @Marceland my mom. I'll tell @Marcel later.

I finally introduced my boyfriend to my mother 

 

That's a good start. I don't like to hide stuff from her but she can be a bit immature and controlling. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel love you my apple pie. I'm growing kinda faster than I previously imagined. Kinda outgrowing and outpacing myself a little bit.

[Preety_India]

@Marcel you have a lot of influence on my mother which is great. At least finally there is someone who can talk to her. 

At least I can't talk to her that way. Beejesus.

 

 

 

 

Me talking to my mom be like —

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

This is the gold ring I have selected for our wedding hun. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

Thank you for accepting me as your wife. My mom is extremely happy to have you in my family. 

 

*I am blessed. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

 

You are my sweet sweet husband. I'm so happy to marry you. Together in heaven. 

 

  Marcel and Babloo

My hands will look like this on our wedding day. 

It's called wedding henna or mehendi in my culture. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

Hun I want our wedding card to look like this. 

 

Marcel and Babloo

 

 

Edited November 29, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

Hun my mom was crying early morning thinking about our marriage. 

She was very emotional for the first time in many years.

I never saw her this emotional.

 

 

[Preety_India]

I observed that people who don't talk to anyone at all are actually the nicest people. 

#dramafree

 

 

[Preety_India]

This whole omicron thing is getting me scared. 

 

[Preety_India]

1 hour ago, Marcel said:

Im amazed. That’s so awesome.

Hopefully I can get her to be a bit nicer towards you. You deserve it.

I absolutely love these wedding cards and the henna / mehendi is super beautiful.

I love you my sweet honey bun 

I’m so glad you’re my wife forever ♾ 

I love and adore you so much 

I could never live without you ❤️

Feels blessed. ❤️❤️

[Preety_India]

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