My personal feelings part 1

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Writing down my feelings throughout the day. 

 

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It's so eerily quiet around here. 

Spooky spooky quiet. 

No coucal. No cat. 

I don't know what happened to that cat. I didn't hear anything. 

I feel so delicate right now. 

And it's so cold. 

I just need a warm blanket and some soup. 

Hehe. 

My emotions are fluctuating right now. 

 

 

Just being by myself is a huge privilege. 

 

 

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 I have been so sleeply lately 

 

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 I slept in a very unhealthy fashion. 

 

 

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Last night when I woke up I found myself murmuring my lover's name.. I felt instantly relaxed. 

 

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Talking to myself - 

I just came out of the shower. 

Feeling good except that my eyes are red and burning. The damn shampoo got into my eyes as usual. 

I'm feeling a wave of confidence. 

I need to go the bank right now to withdraw cash and do some work regarding my account like submitting documents for an investment.

I'll be back in 2 hours because the bank ques are quite long. 

 

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Came back finally and the machine in the bank wasn't working so I could not withdraw money. 

Same old same old. 

So exhausted. 

 

There was a huge crowd there and I couldn't stand it. 

No ventilation and there was literally no space to breathe. 

 

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Today was a super exhausting day but I managed somehow 

 

 

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Omg I'm shivering right now 

It's so cold outside. 

Teeth chattering. 

This is so cozy. 

I'm sitting on my sofa under a blanket. 

Haha this day is probably coldest in months. 

 

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5 hours ago, Marcel said:

*Puts another blanket over you so it’s even more cozy and warm and cuddles with you to make you feel loved and comfortable. 

I love and adore you my sweet honey bun 

Thank you hun. You are the sweetest. 

 

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I got lavender incense sticks earlier. 

And now I'm planning to get some lavender powder just to lower my overall anxiety 

 

I feel blessed. 

 

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Last week I enrolled into an art class. 

So along with psychology classes I'm also attending art class. 

It's just for short periods of time everyday. 

I requested them that I can't devote too much time to it since I also have my psychology classes in the term. So they allotted me short durations. 

 

And I'm also going to be joining language learning classes. I already applied for it and it will begin soon. 

 

 

 

Edited November 11, 2021 by Preety_India

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My memory gets worse during winter season. That is I get slower and everything looks even more cumbersome. 

Right now I'm kinda freaking out with anxiety and trying to cool myself. 

I like winter but my heath suffers a ton during this season. 

 

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Talking to myself - 

I can't tell you how much I'm excited to start all these new projects in my life. 

One is an art class, the other is a psychology one and now I have recently added language classes. 

I have my plate full 

 

I am also going to join a meditation, singing, dance and cooking classes in the future when I'm done with these classes. 

 

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Once again lack of proper sleep has left me feeling glum. 

But I'm trying to work on this whole discipline thing. 

 

 

 

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I woke up early actually. 

 

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I remember watching this show called Weird or What as a kid. 

Epic nostalgia. 

 

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@Marcel thank you hun. 

 

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I slept for a solid hour. I get too sleepy during winter hehe. 

 

Edited November 12, 2021 by Preety_India

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I want to eat something so I can feel warm. 

 

 

 

Edited November 12, 2021 by Preety_India