One Method For All Possible Awakenings?

[Ethan Marnewick]

I had my first Awakening in 2016, and the gist of the realisation i had was that there was no such thing as "i" and that i didnt exist, all that exists was one thing and the idea of difference wasn't real to me experiencially.

I had the awakening through doing self-inquiry without knowing what i was doing, i never knew what i was actually doing through pointing my attention to the awareness i experienced would walk me to "god"

I meditated and asked myself "who am i?" "Not what the spiritualists think they exist as, or the religious people, what actually am i?" And i became very present at some point, and all of a sudden i thought "what if I don't exist?" And i couldn't find evidence for "me" by looking for it in my experience.

Then its like i disappeared, i knew i "was" but i didn't exist either. It's difficult to explain but anyways.

After a few minutes i opened my eyes and boom it happend. I realized how asleep others were and laughed for hours multiple times a day at how hilarious it was that i was walking around as a zombie prior to the awakening and how others are currently walking around as finite "in a cage" beings.

Make note that i had no beliefs, ideas or any explanation of anything spiritual or metaphysical prior to the awakening. I was a brand new baby trying to find out what i was.

I never read any spiritual books, no Leo Gura, no Eckart Tolle, no ideas. And i found god like a fucking crow onto my windshield going 200km per hour on a freeway, blood splattered all over the fucking place changing my life forever.

So my real question is:

There are multiple realizations to be had, you're never "done" Awakening.

Is the self-inquiry "method" powerful enough to eventually lead me to all truths that can be known, or all realizations or "Awakenings" that could be had? 

Leo listed 30 common Awakenings i think it was, on his channel, is self-inquiry sufficient for the rest of the truthes that can be known?

[BipolarGrowth]

I’ll answer with some questions. 
 

Can you get yourself to experience ten different more or less infinite information hubs of experience in your awareness simultaneously? Is that an “Awakening” or not one? How can you know whether it is an “Awakening” or not without experiencing it? 

 

My opinion is that it is nearly impossible, maybe just flat out impossible, to reach anything in that territory with just self inquiry, but that’s just an assumption based on doing this stuff using many different methods and a respectable amount of research for 8 years. 
 

Btw, if you’re interested, I’d be happy to talk about a good number of methods you can try if you want to. Shoot me a PM if you want. 

Edited November 3, 2021 by BipolarGrowth

[Leo Gura]

There's not even a guarantee that any one method will grant you one awakening, let alone 30 different kinds.

You have to customize this process to your specific case. You test out various methods to find which ones work best for you.

[VeganAwake]

6 hours ago, Ethan Marnewick said:

So my real question is:

There are multiple realizations to be had, you're never "done" Awakening.

Is the self-inquiry "method" powerful enough to eventually lead me to all truths that can be known, or all realizations or "Awakenings" that could be had? 

Leo listed 30 common Awakenings i think it was, on his channel, is self-inquiry sufficient for the rest of the truthes that can be known?

Who is asking?

Who believes they can be led to all truths & realizations?

Who believes your never done?