Is pretty much the same or I would even say worse. Up to this day I tried about 20 psychedelic substances. 200 trips total 150 of them were 5-MeO-DMT. (120x vaped Freebase, 30x Nasal/Rectal HCL). Out of 150 5-MeO-DMT trips, about 100 of them were I AM GOD experiences. Recently I tried 5-MeO-MALT and it seemed to last a lot longer than 5-MeO-DMT. Vaped 5-MeO-DMT lasts 45 min, and 5-MeO-MALT lasts about 8 hours. I have a different brain chemistry than other people, because average 1P-LSD trip lasts at least 36 hours for me (7 hours for others) The strongest psychedelic I tried was 5-MeO-MIPT. After 100+ 5-MeO-DMT experiences, all other 5-MeO substances felt like 5-MeO-DMT. When it comes to 5-MeO-MIPT, it lasted for me 16 hours with rectal administration, and trip was TOTALLY 5-MeO-DMT like. So imagine having a 16 hours long 5-MeO-DMT experience "I AM GOD"... I am into spirituality/self inquiry/meditation/psychedelics/contemplation for at least 8 years. Basically full time, all day, every day. All of my trips and spiritual practice has been properly integrated every day. So how my life has changed? - identification with thoughts is stronger - my thought loops are stronger - my depression is stronger - my anxiety/social anxiety is stronger - insomnia is stronger - my dissociation is stronger - my noise sensitivity is stronger - my OCD is stronger - my food allergies are the same - my motivation is weaker - problem with my speech is the same - orgasm feels very weak when compared to 8 years ago - my traumas has not been revealed/healed - I still see others as others - Ordinary life now feels dull compared to 5-MeO experiences. Of course "Ordinary Life" is GOD / LOVE as well. But that is just an intellectual claim/belief when being sober... - And next problem - GOD / LOVE is addicting. And you cannot trip 24 hours a day all year. All that leaves you disappointed. So which from above written is the most disappointing? Identification. The problem with psychedelics is that they do not help with identification problem. They actually worsen it. All the trips are now a part of story of ME. Making spiritual ego stronger. Thoughts are still mesmerizing - totally steal my full attention. I still believe they are MY thoughts. I still feel like a thinker. I still get entangled into the mind stories. I AM STILL IDENTIFIED WITH THE VOICE IN THE HEAD After 8+ years of spirituality, the mind is stronger than in the beginning. Tried just about hundred of techniques to disidentify/observe thoughts. No success. Tried doing, not doing, observing, being aware, resting as awareness, being the observer, surrender, surrendering the surrender, not doing anything, doing anything, doing nothing, strong determination sitting, observing the doing of not doing without trying, being, trying, not trying, focused techniques, unfocused techniques, energy work, contemplation, breathing techniques, tapping techniques, self inquiry, mindfulness, still and dynamic meditations, 100+ of books... And all of that, after 8 years, feels like a waste of time. So how are you after many trips? Are you still identified with the voice in the head?