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Striving for more

2 Extremes, 1 choice > King's Status or Death

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1 extreme to the other, things go full circle.

I come to the understanding that my mind & my spirit can't be contained, can't be tamed. 

There's many types in this life ... most people reside in the middle; middle results, balanced temperament, not too agressive, not too feminine. Not too ambitious, not so lazy or destructive to threaten survival. 

But I'm always on edge, & theorize a universal truth to this type : Those on the extreme end, are meant to be extreme, whether such extremity is toxic & self harming ... or ultra creative & powerful.

Thus, those most likely to become addicts, criminals, war nut heads are those with the highest capacity for greatness.

"Nature abhors a vacuum", when a vacum exists, nature strives to fill it. 

if the vacum of supreme success & greatness is not fulfilled, & (this is a big constant vacum for the ego & desire of a type such as mine), then the vacum will be filled destructively. 

I know of a guy who is a middle type, he has a stable 9/5, makes 30-40k per year, getting married with a kid, & is just "content", & he genuinely is content, but If I was him, I'd be an alcoholic, I couldn't deal with it, I can't have that life. 

I have to be ridiculous hardcore. I have to become powerful as fuck, be creative as fuck & competitive as fuck. Otherwise destruction will kick in, because that's hardcore, it's just the weak approach to being myself. 

The guy who drinks & smokes excessively, sometimes, is the same guy who should be earning excessive money, excessively producing inexplicably genius music or art, week after fucking week, or decisively, single handedly leading an underdog army of men to war & taking the enemy by siege , the passion for life, the ego, the obsessive mind, the creative mind, the testosterone, only certain types have it so highly, & most of u fuckers don't have it, trust me u just don't

But that obsessive mind can easily become a force of (self) destruction.

TO THIS, I DEVOTE MYSELF TO THE MONEY, I TAKE FULL OWNERSHIP OF MY  PHYSICAL DIGITAL, SOCIAL & MENTAL ENVIRONMENT, I DEVOTE MYSELF TO EXTREME GRATENESS, BUT THIS TIME I CHOSE REALISM, I CAN ACHIEVE EVERYTHING, BUT I MUST GET THERE POCO A POCO, GRADUAL, I STILL DRINK & I SMOKE, I STILL DO SO MUCH DESTRUCTIVE SHIT, I STILL CAN'T MANAGE MY MIND YET, BUT FUCK IT, I NO NO IS  MILLIONAIRE YET, BUT I AM A MILLION DOLLAR MAN, THE CREATIVE MIND IS FULLY DEVELOPED, I COULD WRITE FOR DAYS ON NO SLEEP COS NO ONE FUCKING THINKS LIKE ME, & TO THAT ACKNOWLEDGEMENT I AM RARE ...AND RARE MEN Win ... Aren't we all tired of the same fucking people everywhere? 

SO MUCH FUCKING CREATIVITY IN MY BRAIN, HARD TO VERBALIZE BUT IF U COULD SEE MY THOUGHTS LIKE A MUSIC VIDEO U'D COME ON YOUR PIXEL SCREEN AT SHEER AWE OF THE VISUAL, CREATIVE GENUIS THAT EXISTS WITHIN SUCH A MIND. 

TO GREATNESS, TO WORKAHOLISM, TO MILLIONS IN THE FUCKING BANK, TO BODYBUILDING, TO SUNSETS & RISES, TO THE MOST FASHIONABLE MAN ON THE PLANET, THE MOST CREATIVE COSMIC MIND, BUT U WONT SEE ME AT UNIVERSAL STUDIOS. 

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