Fixing myself.... (no comments please)

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I compare myself to Jodi Arias. 

I think Jodi Arias is a good example of a secondary psychopath. 

 

Of course I can't commit crimes like what she did. 

But I share some of her traits. 

 

 

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Jodi Arias is one of the most famous American criminal who became famous (not sure why) but the brutality of her crime shook America. 

It instantly made her famous. 

She is a pathological liar and exhibits very sketchy sneaky behavior. 

I don't think she is a sociopath. 

I will call her a secondary psychopath. 

Also a lot of people think that she is a narcissist. 

But I don't think she fulfills the criteria of a narcissist. 

Simply trying to seek attention is not narcissism

 Attention seeking behavior is a part of many personality and psychological disorders. 

It's wrong to think that attention seeking is automatically narcissism because it's not that Simple. 

Secondary psychopaths don't want to accept that they can cause harm or evil. Because in their minds, whatever they do is justified since they are hurt. Their feelings are so strong that they think their actions are justified given their own suffering. 

 

 

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Here the example of Jodi Arias is very important and relevant. 

I have observed Jodi Arias for the last 5 years as a part of my criminal psychology profiling study. 

I wanted to become an FBI profiler 

That career was very attractive to me 

Psychoanalysis was my deep passion. 

Two careers that I had chosen for myself were "paranormal investigator" or "criminal profiler". I like studying psychology especially criminal psychology. 

This career has always fascinated me since childhood. 

I have been fascinated by human nature. I always wanted to know more about human psychology and psyche. 

I have been studying human psychology for last 7 years. That's a lot of dedication. 

Yet I haven't yet found a fixed career. 

 

But maybe one day I'll find a suitable career. 

I don't wish to be a therapist. But I want to be a psychologist and pursue psychology as a research subject. 

 

I watch criminal videos and court trials everyday. 

When I was a kid my father told me that I could become a good prosecutor because I used to argue like a lawyer 

Although I was looking for a lawyer career when I was 15, I abandoned it in favor of psychological profiling. 

 

I have done multiple criminal psychology studies to the point that I can even publish papers based on my studies if given a chance by a university. 

 

 

 

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I'll publish or post my entire  study on Jodi Arias in this journal and draw parallels between her and me. 

I have completed a deep study on Jodi Arias and a comprehensive psychoanalysis of her behavior and personality. 

 

Personality study is not simply limited to MBTI or other tests. 

There are many many other things that define a personality. 

 

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Case study of Jodi Ann Arias - American killer who murdered her ex boyfriend (Travis Alexander) in a fit of jealous obsessive rage. 

 

I have compiled my study by studying transcripts, documents, videos, discussions with peers, going through reenactments, watching court trials etc. 

This is an exhausting process and needs lot of time, effort and patience 

 

 

Edited November 8, 2021 by Preety_India

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People who helped me to gain clarity with my criminal case study - 

 

Juan Martinez prosecutor from Maricopa County. 

Investigator Flores 

Jodi Arias diary entries. 

Interviews with Jodi Arias 

Court transcripts 

Jodi's lawyers Kirk Nurmi and Jennifer Willmott. 

Private conversations of Jodi with her ex boyfriend

Forensic psychologist Dr Stephen Reich 

Court appointed psychologist Dr Janeen DeMarte. 

Psychologist Dr. Richard Samuels

 

 

 

 

 

I'm very glad that this case was so generously available  in public. 

 

 

 

Edited November 8, 2021 by Preety_India

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I have realised after some thorough Contemplation that Jodi Arias has a combination of 4 factors 

 

• Narcissism 
•  Delusion 
• Sociopathy 
• Jealousy 
• Secondary Psychopathy 
• Borderline Personality Disorder BPD

 

I don't show narcissistic behaviors. The people who think I try to seek attention are falsely judging me and misjudging me. 

I don't exhibit Delusion. 

I don't exhibit sociopathy

I don't exhibit jealousy

I exhibit Secondary Psychopathy 

I don't exhibit Borderline personality disorder 

 

Out of all the traits I observed in Miss Jodi Arias, I share one specific trait - Secondary Psychopathy 

 

 

Edited November 8, 2021 by Preety_India

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I have already finished criminal case studies on Chris Watts and Elliot Roger. 

Both have showed some degree of Secondary Psychopathy. 

Yet Chris Watts is tilting more on the side of narcissistic sociopathy and primary psychopathy more than secondary. 

The level of secondary psychopathy in the case of Elliot Roger is quite significant. 

 

I have described both cases in different journals 

 

Jodi Arias will be my last criminal profiling case study. 

 

 

Edited November 8, 2021 by Preety_India

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Criminal psychology case study part 1

Jodi was born in Salinas, California, U.S. He is mainly known as Jodi but her real name is Jodi Arias. Her birth date is 9 July 1980. Her age is 41 years as of 2021. She did her school education at Yreka Union High School.

 

 

Jodi Arias became a household name after she was convicted in 2013 and sentenced to life in prison in 2015 for killing her ex-boyfriend, Travis Alexander. There's no question that she killed Alexander, but is Arias a sociopath who carried out a murder or misunderstood and in jail after acting in self-defense? That's the question being posed in a two-hour special, “If I Can’t Have You: The Jodi Arias Story,”

 

Jodi Arias is probably the most discussed and the most profiled criminal in the United States. Her case has been studied by multiple experts and psychologists. 

Her case is pure gold because it offers a plethora of information on Borderline personality disorder and a host of other complicated psychological conditions. 

Jodi Arias is also a very good case study for both sociopathy and psychopathy. 

Description of Jodi as a child 

Jodi Arias was born in middle California and went to high school in northern California. ... There was nothing odd about her that really stood out; she was a "good girl," according to Tina Ross, a close friend from high school (via Insider). Arias herself even told ABC that she had an "almost ideal" childhood.

 

 

 

Arias's childhood friend Patti describes Arias as a good friend. 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited November 9, 2021 by Preety_India

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Jodi Arias : Criminal case study and Profiling Part 1 

 

Arias's Childhood 

Jodi Arias was born in middle California and went to high school in northern California. All in all, it looks like this future killer of Travis Alexander (pictured above) had a fairly normal childhood, but that could just be because no one has much evidence to the contrary. When you come across Arias' young life in an interview, it's always a snippet that provides little to no information. There was nothing odd about her that really stood out; she was a "good girl," according to Tina Ross, a close friend from high school (via Insider). Arias herself even told ABC that she had an "almost ideal" childhood. But was it really?

Arias claims things weren't quite so ideal behind closed doors. During early testimony, Arias made claims about the abusive nature of her parents, saying the abuse became increasingly frequent and the beatings became more intense the older she got. At one point, she even claims that her mother carried around a wooden spoon in her purse so there'd always be an instrument of punishment should the need arise. Her parents, of course, haven't admitted to these accusations.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited November 9, 2021 by Preety_India

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Lots of questions that I'll discuss later 

 

What was Jodi's childhood like?

Was Jodi abused as a child? 

What is Jodi's relationship and dating history? 

Were there tell tale signs of Jodi's psychopathic behavior in early childhood and late teens? 

What motivated Jodi to kill her ex boyfriend Travis Alexander? (my personal theory) 

Why is this particular case close to my heart? 

Why does this case bring up so many emotions? 

Why is Jodi Arias so famous? 

Why is there a sense of mystery around Jodi Arias? 

Why are people obsessed with Jodi Arias? 

What sets Jodi Arias different from regular criminals? 

Why was the crime so  brutal? 

Why does Jodi appear so calm? 

Is Jodi Arias capable of remorse? 

Is Jodi Arias deserving of a defense? 

Did Travis Alexander deserve to die? 

Why does the case of Jodi Arias and Travis Alexander have a haunting nature to it? 

What does the crime scene suggest? 

Why is Jodi Arias a Prolific pathological liar? 

Is Jodi finding peace? 

Why do some people worship Jodi Arias? 

Why do some people sympathize with Jodi Arias? 

What is the dark side of psychopathy? 

Do all psychopaths kill? 

Is death penalty justifiable? 

And much more. 

 

 

 

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@Marcel I love you. ❤️

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@Marcel I love you so much. 

You helped me a lot past couple of days. 

I'm so grateful hun. 

 

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These days I'm a bit happy because I can see things clearer every day. 

I'm lucky somehow. 

 

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@Marcel you're my apple pie. 

(so excited - jumping with joy) 

 

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Trying to keep a track on my progress. 

Today I meditated for half an hour. 

I already felt a tiny difference. 

 

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I'm just hoping that tomorrow will be fine 

 

 

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Talking to myself - 

 

I can't tell you how much I'm excited to start all these new projects in my life. 

 

One is an art class, the other is a psychology one and now I have recently added language classes. 

 

I have my plate full 

 

 

 

I am also going to join a meditation, singing, dance and cooking classes in the future when I'm done with these classes. 

 

 

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I'm planning to get a new job in February 2022. 

 

Life is only getting better now. 

Seems like good things are about to come into my life. 

 

I need to brush up my reading skills. 

 

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I just read in the dating section this comment. 

"In what sense above me? Guys typically date someone who is on the same "level" as them, or slightly below them. While girls go for someone above them, but would never date someone below them."

 

In what sense and to what degree is this true? 

I have dated guys who I perceived as below me. 

Because  I just don't care too much about the value thing. Kinda not embodying love.