NOW Awakening

[Javfly33]

I was meditating and suddenly become aware my thoughts were producing me discomfort, What i did was to Focus on Breath and let them go (one at a time) each time i was breathing out

Suddenly I found myself in a strange position with my face against the table, just umovilized and focusing on Breath, letting go constantly of thoughts through Breath. Oh shit that was euphoric , i got high on the NOW.

Afterwards It arised the insight that if i ever would do this each time thoughts arise, i would end Up with no self, because the self depends on attachment to thoughts.

The Now is really then Now...woah.

However (and this is One of the resons i quit meditation some years ago) i fast fall back into the ego state.

Meditation gives you tremendous frustration, because It shows you What is possible yet due to brain genetics ego always comes back. 

 

 

[Raptorsin7]

@Javfly33 Nice. Congrats man, sounds like you are having insights like crazy recently

[Thought Art]

Everything Now!

[The0Self]

Nice insight! You can only do something in the next moment, which doesn't exist -- there is no moment, only now/this. There's only now but it's not a now that can be found, it's all there is. What is not there at all times, is at all times not there, and there is no real time.

[BlackMaze]

Beautiful. However i would avoid blaming the brain genetics. You are either dead serious to take the leap or not. 

[Javfly33]

22 hours ago, BlackMaze said:

Beautiful. However i would avoid blaming the brain genetics. You are either dead serious to take the leap or not. 

Yeah I know brain is imaginary i guess