God Realization integration struggles

[Vincent S]

40 minutes ago, Ry4n said:

At the end of this what you SHOULD be left with is a deep sense of clarity as to who you are, what life is, your relationship to it combined with a deep sense of inner peace and love for all beings that you authentically live from in daily life. No small task though. There’s also a deep sense of inner security; you only look within for true satisfaction, thus people naturally attract to you because you couldn’t give a flying fuck whether or not they’re there, but still it’s nice they are. Inauthentic relationships will die surprisingly quickly however, and people may be shocked at how easily you can leave their toxicity.

This is pure gold. ✨??

Thank you ?? 

[The0Self]

On 10/12/2021 at 2:18 AM, Godishere said:

@Flyboy @The0Self

Yeah I can definitely resonate with that. My realizations have been deepening with every trip. For example, I have awoken to infinity many times but then fell back into the illusion(is this really an infinite void of consciousness?). 

However, I feel like I've awoken to Infinity enough times now where I can focus my awareness on the fact that this moment is being consciously constructed and the perceptions are God. I can tell I still have many stages and work to go through as I still can be emotionally triggered and I am still attached to this particular dream. 

How would you suggest to deepen my realizations? I guess there's definitely a part of me that enjoys the illusion that this could be real ya know? Is there anything particular which caused this permanent shift in awareness for you guys, or would you suggest that it's something that clicks at some point of the path? In saying that, I know that this is already perfection and God will do whatever God wants so I'm just here for the ride ?

The apparent self would find itself quite bored with enlightenment (it’s the least boring ever, as there is no knowing, but self needs to know). Therefore, notice boredom, until “you” see that there’s nothing to get, and no one to get it. ? 

But really, while that does point to the heart of it, if anyone there uses it as an actual practice recommendation, that can only and will only feed the energy that apparently hides liberation.

When liberation is seen as always already complete, that never led to this.

Edited October 13, 2021 by The0Self

[Purple Man]

There is a reason why many realized individuals keep following the habits and practices of the mystic tradition that lead to their liberation.

Some people think that a realized master is fake when he/she keeps chanting, making puja, or praying, because they should be aware of the dream-like nature of the incarnated experience and of those practices themselves. But many among them keep doing these things in order to have an anchor and to try to be the best mirror for the Absolute they know they are.