I've been such a fool. Denying and ignoring any part of myself is madness

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The love here knows no bounds. I got into the blackpill phase of using women and calling others "normies". Just so fucking stupid. There's no seperation, so being a normie, wanting to provide service, this is what it's all about. It's not about becoming enlightened then going around trying to enlighten others. That is pure ego! Compassion for others, I'm ready to learn, I can't put myself through anymore lone suffering. It's being of service to others, that's what makes this place worth it.