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[Myioko]

Super cool link!! - old illustrations

 

 

Edited April 14, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Unsolicited Advice World

Unwanted, irritable information!

I've flipped from being an almost open book to feeling responses, a 'willingness to take and accept all', to being highly sensitive to stimuli and...not ok with anything physically drastic. On the other side little things have become more noticeable and feels more like 'magic' to me. The world doesn't give af about subtlety though and just keeps on moving.

Grouchiness, peace of mind, irritability, hot mind, cooled mind, fearlessness, back to peace of mind, leveling happiness. 

Loud A.C outside my window, the taste of sugar in my mouth, the moon has made it's way this time of the year to the side of my window and is like a torch light into my room. How dare you, moon?! Who told you you could do that? I can't sleep!

 

Edited April 19, 2022 by Myioko
The sound of 4 a.m: Rabbits running sporadically around

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Listened through some record player music the other day, these are the ones that I liked most (ears: not this used to listening to so much rap music overall. I liked some of the ones with hiphop/hiphop influences or mixed with other influences. ) ((Like some of it was very catchy but the n word and the word bitch was stuck in my head afterwards. It took a while for my brain to acclimate))

 

Found this song in a more roundabout way from another Danny Brown album

 

Edited April 21, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

@modmyth  I was really impressed with his music! The style of music was refreshing and interesting to listen too. I like that Massive Attack song a lot and how the two combine, especially a minute and a half in.

And the cows aren't just quite wandering, but...those ones have a lot of space. The one in the picture was in a wide opened space on a hiking trail that I like to go too. It has a gated entrance so that the cows don't come loose. Sometimes I'll have to turn around early while walking because some cows are in the middle of the trail, or, they'll be hanging out right next to the entrance and I will have to take the long way back out the second exit.

 

[Myioko]

@modmyth  Do you have any rap or hip hop music recommendations? 

I watched this the other day - (they are vibing/so into it!) 

 

...you know what I'm not sure about that, how the cows would respond if I came up to them. Some of them have babies, some have big horns, sometimes there's just a lone cow. I can try it out and get back to you on whether or not I'm alive afterwards! (half kidding, but now I'm curious)

[Myioko]

@modmyth Hey! I feel lucky now, this was actually up next on my 'to listen to later this weekend' music. I didn't listen to it a few days ago because I guessed the music would be intense 

 

Watching that cow video made me smile  

I thought of this video. But, I don't know anything about elephant body language so I can't tell what the elephant is feeling

 

Edited April 21, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

I feel pretty heartbroken today, I've come to the realization that I've never shown anyone a lot of outward care or been able to express what I feel (with the exclusion of animals/pets)

Feeling like I'm trapped in a glass box, silently watching the world

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What will I do now?

Edited April 26, 2022 by Myioko

[LastThursday]

@Myioko find a sledgehammer somewhere inside your glass box, take a big swing at the glass and smash it into tiny tiny fragments, then take a deep gulp of fresh air. Find those small opportunities, at first, to express what you feel to other people, be creative.

[Myioko]

@LastThursday

 

I'll see if I can imagine/conjure up Thor's hammer

[Myioko]

Mood:

*gasp of air*

COMFY THINGS

• Going into my full on hedonistic tendencies this evening while I have the chance. Chocolate, re-dyed my hair, fuzzy blanket, nice smelling things
• Napping on the trampoline and staring at the sky/feeling the shade, feeling the sunlight 
• Taking all of the validation and stuff I can get. Thank you random kind stranger who gave me a cool sprite soda this morning
• Scrolling through spotify liked songs and listening to 2019 songs at random  o o o
• Petting Seraphina's forehead backwards and ruffling up her fur and watching her run around sporadically around the house
• Basking in the visual delights of pinterest, because it knows me too well this past half year and it's really an endless soup of inspiration when I'm in the mood to look through it
• Looking forward to reading more. I bought these two books last week:

Maybe not the most customer appealing name ever, but the recipes do look good/healthy!

I'm very excited to read/look at this one

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(I don't think that the French word Nuit originated from the Egyptian goddess of the night, Nut, right? But they look similar. Or, where did Egyptian names/sounds even come from? Rosetta stone, blah blah blah, something like that?)

Woah! 

This reminds me of a circuit board

A sudden flashback toward yesterdays neck pain

 

@MarkKol

I remember seeing these that you posted and I really liked how they looked so I'm stealing them here, I haven't seen anything like it before. It reminds me of looking down at winding roads and houses. Do you have any more imagery like these ones that you wanna share/that you know of?

I'm suddenly reminded of a string arts and crafts string assignment I had in 1st grade which felt like the hardest thing ever

Edited April 28, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

On 4/27/2022 at 7:33 PM, modmyth said:

TBH this is the most relatable feeling ever... for myself, it relates a lot to that isolated feeling?

And I think it factors a lot into my desire to rock the boat, personally.... (or smash the glass... like @LastThursday suggested)

I used to call it the hamster ball (or glass ball):

@modmyth

Yeah, this wasn't a relatable feeling for me...until it was. And even though I hardcore realized that last week (and I was sleep deprived, that adds on to the drama!), old habits die hard and I'm watching myself still stay in some of the same old patterns.

Rocking the boat/changing things, I think: Why not? What's stopping me?

**Lots of things**

Cute hamster ball gif - scary even, imagining a human sized one haha

Edited May 6, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Feeling like: Hibernation, lazy lazy summer day (the weather is summer now), headache, melancholy, happiness, relief, wandering want for no-thoughts, momentarily worn

I spy...

Childhood chaotic doodles

Homemade strawberry rhubarb jam

Dried herbs

Volcanoes 

Driving back in time to spring

Edited May 8, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

I saw a hummingbird silhouette behind the window moments before I took the picture (so I have to just imagine it now!)

 

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Very misc

 

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@modmyth

Yeah I do see lizards outside pretty regularly during the warmer months.

I'm pretty sure that's just a regular lizard!

My Uncle hikes and bikes around a lot and he saw a gila monster around here last winter, they aren't too common to see.

[Myioko]

Mood: Taking care of the 'neglected' parts of me today: getting past art frustration (feelings of frustration rising up from long term feeling in lack of creative expression and now having the time to work on that), as well as feeling the need to catch up on energy/time to care for others outside of myself/have time to make things for other people

Edited May 8, 2022 by Myioko
New mood: Mind energetic, but also irritable - interrupted. "Could you do pots and pans? ...NOW?"

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