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[Myioko]

This is now also a music-tracker journal, no cares anymore about being aesthetically pleasing. 2022: NEW MUSIC!

I'm judging this anime on it's looks and music so it's on my 'to watch in the future' radar 

 

Edited January 5, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Someone showed me this video last night, it was a well spent 52 minutes and I was ooing and ahing at the end, so satisfying. I liked his editing style and snippets too.

To watch later:

 

[Myioko]

Videos I've watched this week. Okay I think thats enough video spamming.

 

Edited January 5, 2022 by Myioko
OHHHH my NOO I've just seen that my tamagotchi is dead. Oh god. After being a neglectful uninspired tamagotchi parent for 2 days with my sister. My rabbits are thumping their feet in fear because I cried out in surprise and now I'm coughing loudly

[Myioko]

I haven't been in the mood to write. There's something about unprocessed thoughts and ideas that make me speechless and tired. I hope/plan to be productive soon, now that my 'break' is coming to an end! I hope I don't have covid, a couple people I know have tested positive for it today.

I want my time and process to feel like raindrops

Edited January 9, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Actually I have been in the mood to write, in a way, it's just that I don't feel like I have time to write. It's easy to spread myself too thin because I always have 20 things I'd like to do on a daily basis. I feel this ongoing sense of guilt on the days that I feel irresponsible. I try to balance out being practical and feeling like I don't need many stuff or things to do to keep myself satisfied, along with the feeling that I do need buckets and buckets of hobbies and time and space to feel fulfilled. Yet on the bright side, I haven't had any signs of (mostly internet) addiction and distraction I've had less distraction in the past few months. It's my 'lunch break' so here goes, I'll organize my 2021 playlist that I keep on spotify. It's a balance of songs that emotionally struck out to me, and songs that I played on repeat and got generated into the 'spotify 2021' playlist that people got.

 

Edited January 9, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Early winter/Spring 2021

....(I have spring 2021 amnesia! Did I even listen to music then...? I'll try my best and be imperfect in my guessing.) Oh I know why, it's because summer feels like half the year to me, it takes up a lot of time. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is spring 2020 flashbacks to me, but I listened to it a lot a year later. 'Kitty'sss!' 

 

It also helps me remember what I was listening to by trying to remember what I was drawing at the time. These along with a lot of classical music and soundtracks. 

 

 

 

Edited January 9, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Summer 2021

Now things get easier! Because I had a very specific mood then. So specific that I'll have to split it into two, 'early summer' and 'late summer'

Early summer:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Maximized chaos 

 

[Myioko]

Late summer: *cue the moody music with the occasional upbeat song*

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Okay, these bottom two: I don't remember exactly when I listened to them

 

 

What is love?! Baby don't hurt me --: 

 

 

 

 

Edited January 9, 2022 by Myioko
Okay now I'm tired of this

[Myioko]

Fall and Winter

Powering through this, I can't stop now. Fall blurred into winter, the leaves didn't completely fall until early early December. There was a lot of repetitive comfort-listening music as a coping mechanism, and in the month of November I listened to an absurd amount of Grimes on repeat - I think it was because her music sounds like its from a fantasy world, there's something not 'real' about it, it was an easy escape. 

 

 

 

 

I listened to this song on repeat for a week

 

 

Especially this one not feeling real, its all bright colors and poppy music.

 

 

Jeez all of these songs are so melancholy!! No wonder I want a change of music now and am tired of it. (No offense to Moses Sumney, he's still great)

 

 

 

 

 

 

This is upbeat though

 

 

The two songs below: 'Walking at night through the cold' music

 

 

(I found this song posted by LastThursday) (Should I tag, is that pointless?? Is it weird not to mention where I found these songs? Is it weird not to tag? I dunnooo)

(I found this song posted by Modmyth, or at least through his other music)

I listened to this during finals week in December, haha. There was something comforting about a pop singer telling you that your successful as your trying to hold it together...

And lastly I re-found this song through my sisters playlist

YES DONE

Edited January 10, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

(LAST SONG COMPILATION) I found my ipod after loosing it a few months ago, it was underneath my bed and I went to recharge it. The recharging part is extremely iffy, I've thought at times that it's a goner, but this time around it worked out.

Not an ipod song, I also saw that this song came out a day ago, its very catchy. I wish the main chorus was less glossy/electronic sounding as usual though and more natural. 

 

[LastThursday]

10 hours ago, Myioko said:

Should I tag, is that pointless??

Tag away @Myioko don't be shy.

[Myioko]

This looks very 'grown up' art style in a way. It would have bored me as a kid. But I do like the spacing of it. 

Edited January 12, 2022 by Myioko

[Myioko]

Looking at these older images reminds me...I promised to write a birthday letter to a 115 (105!!) year old lady by today! I nearly forgot. What to write, what to write...I have the letter supplies, I was told that she likes funny things and cats. She was born so long ago...

Edited January 12, 2022 by Myioko

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heheh

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[Myioko]

The composition of this image, I think it makes it looks as if the shadow moves on first glance

'Robert Frank' photographs, just heard of the guy, this road image is my favorite

[Myioko]

When I'm too busy to draw I draw what I like. I'm soo behind but I'm a-ok. 

Today's drawing

Stars = Too much? It somehow looks childish, I think I'll hide them again and change the colors of the fire-wind-stuff so that it doesn't look like candy corn.

The dark ship drawing will be turned into a watercolor painting. I've been sort of recycling this patterns a few times and morphing them, not stepping out of my comfort zone too much in drawing.

Nobody translate this language, ok?  

 

[Myioko]

Classy. Nice, haha.

When I was really little, my grandparents had this extra fancy soft cushioned toilet in the color of dark green. I was always hesitant/confused to sit on it, especially if I knew my brothers were at my grandparents house. I was very afraid for that toilet. 

Edited January 22, 2022 by Myioko