I Fucking Love You

[Shin]

Hi everyone,

I was just creating a topic here to ask you if It would be too risky to speed-up things at such a point that backsliding is almost inevitable.

But I also remembered that in 4 months, not only I eradicate my shyness, my social anxiety and my brainfog, had a direct experience that relationship can't fulfill you, and also had several non-duality experiences,

The rate at which I'm growing comparing at how my life was stale before is so enormous that sometimes I don't recognize me in the mirror.

 

I'm not braging, I'm here to tell you to that a guy that was a virgin at 27 (with all the psychological issues that comes with that), who was so anxious that he could not even answer in proper english to strangers, who could NOT think he could become a men, without any job and living in his mother's basement, with some freaky health issue, and finally, who thought life was just a nuance of infinite grey without any lights and happiness in it,

Have now the intuition than he can become whatever he wants, that he will experience happiness and fulfillement at such a point that he can't stop crying when he thinks about it, that he deserves love, THAT HE IS LOVE.

 

I can't thank Leo enough, and this forum, and me, for having the strenght and the patience to kill all of my past beliefs, to slowly but surely, growing into this authentic being, so strong, and full of love.

 

I don't care where you're from, I don't care if you're ugly, fat, if you think you're stupid, if you can't walk or speak.

FUCK ALL THAT,

None of it describes who you are, none of it means you're inferior, you're all beautiful, and I love you so much, SO SO MUCH,

That I'm crying,  because I know some of you won't believe me, that many years will pass untill you understand the message, and maybe it will be too late,

Maybe some of you will only realize what some of us understood in your death bed ...

 

But I have faith,

I have faith that some of you will finally see the light, this beautiful light behind the frightening mountain

This feeling of hope, of realization that life is something more than work, more than entertainment, more than relationship.

This deep understanding of your true nature, that you are all part of a whole, and that all of you have a place in it.

That this whole is not something external to you, that all stems from it, and there is only one feeling coming out of it,

 

LOVE

There is only love,

it's all that ever existed and ever will be,

 

AND IT IS WHAT YOU ARE ...

[Bebop]

@Shin That's awesome man! It's such a beautiful realization that you don't have to fight with yourself anymore once you find out that you are the very reason that any of this exists

[stevegan928]

that's really cool man, keep up the good work (not that i need to remind you) i'm sure your current level of fulfillment is more than enough motivation to keep doing this work and keep becoming more authentic. spread love and peanut butter.  

[ajasatya]

@Shin i love you too!

this is true liberation. not some purely intellectual trash.

knowing what our true nature is? it means almost nothing! it's only worth it when we can actually live it