My dad is a serial, repetitive, psycopath-narcissist pedophile rapist

[Arcangelo]

He raped the niece of my first stepmother when she was 12-13

He also raped the daughters of his friends during beach trips.

He sexually abused his cousins.

My sister  told that to my actual stepmother when her daughter was 14

You know what she said?

-''Yeah, she told me that he asked her to show him her tits.''

A week later after I knew all this I cut him off completely out of my fucking life.

I have serious emotional problems. I feel like I abandoned my stepsister. I left her with those monsters.

+ I lost my 4yo baby brother. I can't go visit knowing what I know. LDO

I called her and told her she must escape.

I have my own emotional abuse to deal with.

I am 85%-90% sure that he raped her already but IDK

My step cousin had the courage to tell this 4 years ago.

Neither my sister nor my 1st stepmother told me. I wish they had.

A lot of times I think I should have kicked his ass. But I know that's not the actualized way.

I also thought about  ratting him out because he's got an AK-47 under his bed.

I even thought about killing him but that only lasted for 15 seconds.

Karma

will

get

him,

But

man

I

want

JUSTICE NOW.

I

am

glad

I

am

out

of

that

hell

(physically)

My

life

is

Better now.

What

would

you

do / have done?

Would you contact his friends and tell them? Specially the ones that have daughters?

Will you go to the cops and tell them about the machine gun?

 

[vizual]

Can't you come up with a plan and get all the victims together and let them all testify of the things he has done? You can build a file about him and go to the police, so you have a case. 

That would be my first thought. The first step for justice is to always take the most legitimate and proper way. If that fails, you can brainstorm about alternative ways.

[Gianna]

oh man this is so hard. I would journal about it and ask yourself these questions deeply. listen to your heart. here is a google doc I created on how to listen/live through your heart. I haven't read it in a while but I remember it being inspired by michael singer and teal swan. Here's the link. 

[Arcangelo]

14 minutes ago, vizual said:

Can't you come up with a plan and get all the victims together and let them all testify of the things he has done?

The

step

cousin tried that and all the other girls got scared and kept quiet.

@Gianna thank you.

[vizual]

1 minute ago, Arcangelo said:

The

step

cousin tried that and all the other girls got scared and kept quiet.

@Gianna thank you.

 

I think this plan is the right thing to do. Your cousin obviously thinks this as well. What do you think?

 

If so. You might try coming up with a plan to sell it the victims to testify. Inspire them to come forward, to take that asshole down. Make the victims feel like hero's, they are doing it for all the victims in the world. That your dad will keep making victims etc.

(This would be my plan)

[Max8]

@Arcangelo are you a dude? and how old are you and your dad? 

 

[Arcangelo]

^OK

I will call my stepsister and ask her if she has been abused/raped.

Then I'll tell her that I can help her and that I can get her in touch with the step cousin.

I know what she's gonna say. She will protect him/them out of shame and fear.

But I must try.

I will make this phone call on Friday. It's gonna be difficult.

[vizual]

11 minutes ago, Arcangelo said:

^OK

I will call my stepsister and ask her if she has been abused/raped.

Then I'll tell her that I can help her and that I can get her in touch with the step cousin.

I know what she's gonna say. She will protect him/them out of shame and fear.

But I must try.

I will make this phone call on Friday. It's gonna be difficult.

It's going to be difficult for sure. But you can pull it off because it is right. You have justice on your side.

And when you do pull it off and your dad will atleast get in trouble for his depraved behavior it will be a great win. You will be a hero man, seriously. This is a real opportunity for you to become a real hero. 

[Arcangelo]

6 minutes ago, Max8 said:

are you a dude? and how old are you and your dad? 

How

is

that

relevant?

5 minutes ago, vizual said:

It's going to be difficult for sure. But you can pull it off because it is right. You have justice on your side.

And when you do pull it off and your dad will atleast get in trouble for his depraved behavior it will be a great win. You will be a hero man, seriously. This is a real opportunity for you to become a real hero. 

I will call her on tuesday,

to

get

this

over with.

[Max8]

4 minutes ago, Arcangelo said:

How

is

that

relevant?

 

I was thinking maybe you could confront him and have a serious conversation with him 

 

[Arcangelo]

@Max8

He is a monster would you confront  a monster? Would you have a serious conversation with a monster ?

No, right?

He

will

eat

you

alive

and

he will Not Be able to understand your words.

Because he's  a fucking monster.

[Max8]

1 minute ago, Arcangelo said:

@Max8

 

Because he's a fucking monster.

which is why i asked you those previous question 
I wouldn't tell you to do this unless you are a male and old enough to deal with such a threat 

[Roy]

This is a lot. I am really sorry. I don't know what I can say to remedy anything for you besides that, know it is NOT your fault nor responsibility. Don't blame yourself for any of it, as the mind might be weird and play tricks on you. You didn't do anything wrong so don't feel like you have to do anything or put anything on yourself.

If you want to though and ff it helps you or your family members who suffered, try to console them and offer your emotional support, if they need it and want it. Or connect them with additional resources.

It's great that you restrained yourself from doing something rash. For now I wouldn't focus on him but yourself and your other family members.

Perhaps you could rat him out about the gun under his bed. I'm not sure that is a good idea though, it's hard to know how things would go down. You might create more problems than creating justice. I don't know.

Please be kind to yourself, get away from him as best you can, and take it easy for a while to process this.

Be well Arc.

[Arcangelo]

Thank you very much Roy.

Today was not easy, it feels like my mind is a prison and I am there with him.

 

[Matt23]

I didn't read all the comments.

But if you can somehow call the police, or even just start with a counsellor, I'm sure they have smart ways of handling situations like this to ensure that those in danger are protected and those responsible are prosecuted and safely dealt with.