A prayer

[Whatever]

My Lord, 

I dont want anymore a spirituality that just seeks peace of mind. I desire The kind of spirit that helps me to see The victims of My and Our ways of living and doesnt leave me in peace untill ive found ways to help and comfort them.

I pray For spirituality that doesnt concern itself with perfect states of awareness thru which I become one with everything. Instead I pray for awareness of My relativity of everything and My relationships to others, to World, to myself and to God.

I dont care For "how am I doing?" And "how Will My enlightenment unfold" privaticed and indivitualised Solo project spirituality, because I dont want to Lose touch on local, national and international responsibility, that spirituality which prays "thy Will Be done on earth".

I pray For Spirituality that doesnt mean losing My selfhood and drowning into oneness but  The kind that helps me Lose My self centeredness. Kind that helps me to recognise myself in relation to you, to My enemies, to God and to whole world. In those relationships im Also recognised by others and My trueness is tested and proved.

I pray For Spirituality that isnt about emptying My mind off of anything but facing myself and others with real and mercifull eyes. Therefore Im not gonna shut Down My toughts but try to recognise My deluded ways and learn to think toughts and intentiona that serve Life and those around me.

Let different meditative states Be only resting places of My Life. So I can get rest and calm Down in them but dont let them or psychedelic highs to be pinnacles of spirituality. Far from it. I do recognise The Core of My being in wordless silence but that becomes True also in midst of work and suffering.

Save me from spirituality that is focused on Beyond. Let it Be instead real, whole and interactive living with all that is suffering, cursing and thanking in this world. So My spiritual home isnt Beyond anything but right here with you and people I live with.

I pray for Spirituality that isnt concerned on reaching great hights but spirituality that wants to serve small and feeble. Infinite and timeless is here right now, in My normal Life,My Kids, My wife, friends and strangers whos eyes remind me of command "thou shall not kill" .

 

What spirituality is For you? Do you feel desire to argue with My views? Lets do that