38 year old virgin. Suicidal. Depressed incel

[Blackhawk]

7 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

@Blackhawk woaaah. Was she more or less attractive? During how much do they offer you this? Where do you live?

In my case the police didn't care about the drugs I was carrying, they asked for an ambulance to take me to the hospital and talk with a therapist. And they were super kind. Yeah its funny this society with suicide, uh? We don't care about living in shit in shitty jobs, stressful lives, etc, but nobody suicide!! Lol

She was about average attractive.

During how long? The rest of my life if I wanted to. But I canceled it because I didn't really like it.. but other people can like it.

I live in Sweden.

[Blackhawk]

2 minutes ago, Blackhawk said:

She was about average attractive.

During how long? The rest of my life if I wanted to. But I canceled it because I didn't really like it.. but other people can like it.

I live in Sweden.

But.. I got it because I have a diagnosis..

I also get free dental care thanks to my diagnosis.

So getting a diagnosis can help too.

Edited September 27, 2021 by Blackhawk

[SgtPepper]

change your life, one step a time.

[Hello world]

Thanks for caring @LordFall @Blackhawk @Federico del pueblo

I cannot afford anything. I have no choice but to commit suicide. I have no life and no future. I cannot bear the pain. I am suicidal. It is too much

[Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj]

Please call an ambulance.

[Hello world]

Suicide is my only way out. I will try it again properly 

[charlie cho]

I highly recommend going to bars where you will never come back. And do some crazy shit. I've been called on by cops for trying to pick up this women and being too persistent. There is no shame. 

Nobody will remember you. Use bars and clubs to train yourself outside your realm. 

Also, while doing that, work on yourself, what do you wanna do in life. Read fuck ton of books. And work like a mule and fuck the beautiful intelligent women you dream of. That's your goal now, and keep going sir. 

[Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj]

1 minute ago, charlie cho said:

I highly recommend going to bars where you will never come back. And do some crazy shit. I've been called on by cops for trying to pick up this women and being too persistent. There is no shame. 

Nobody will remember you. Use bars and clubs to train yourself outside your realm. 

Also, while doing that, work on yourself, what do you wanna do in life. Read fuck ton of books. And work like a mule and fuck the beautiful intelligent women you dream of. That's your goal now, and keep going sir. 

I've done this and it helped me.

[Hello world]

@charlie cho I cannot. I am in pain. I’m a 38 year old virgin incel at my age. It’s my only way out 

[Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj]

3 minutes ago, Hello world said:

@charlie cho I cannot. I am in pain. I’m a 38 year old virgin incel at my age. It’s my only way out 

Give it 6 months first and do your best.

Edited September 28, 2021 by Sri McDonald Trump Maharaj

[Federico del pueblo]

On 21.9.2021 at 11:30 PM, Hello world said:

I read a previous post here about being a 25 year old virgin and could relate and thought I’d share my own story. I am a 38 year old virgin living alone on government handouts with no friends. I have never never kissed a girl or held hands with one. I am suicidal and have been battling an endless battle with depression that I am about to lose. Before you say this is fake know that this is true and I am NOT lying. This is my life. People like me exist. Person who posted about being a 25 year old virgin I am sorry and hope you do not get to this point. Live your live and succeed friend. I am poor with very little savings that I get from the government. I have been unemployed for more than a decade. My apartment is a mess and I eat pasta or microwave or canned meals for food. I have ruined my life and am an incel. Not every incel is bad. I am a loving person but lack love and hate my life. Every one when they reach my age is married has a stable life with some money and friends and has sex with many people multiple times and are happy. I want to be in a relationship. I am not happy.  Nobody loves me. Nobody cares. I want to feel a woman’s touch and her body and be loved by one. I am going to lose this battle and people like me end up killing themselves. I am a loser and a 38 year old virgin who is suicidal.

@Hello world

Those two underlined, fat sentences were the actual reason of your post. You didn't just come here to inform us about your suicide. I don't believe you this. There definitely was at least a little bit of hope in you which inspired you to ask for help. I don't think you were only seeking validation/attention with your post, right?

If you actually invested some of your energy in seeking help this would be the first step in the right direction. Nobody on this forum can do this for you.

Watch Leo's videos on depression. See if you can find testimonials of people who recovered from depression or any kind of misery. Get inspired.

There always is hope. 

[Hello world]

@Federico del pueblo It was getting worse before the attempt and after it everything became much worse. I am rock bottom. I just cannot. There is too much pain. At my age I cannot I have lost all hope. It’s impossible. The pain is unbearably bad. I lost my hope

[Federico del pueblo]

@Hello world

What makes you still post here?

[Hello world]

@Federico del pueblo I need a release and this is me documenting my life. People like me exist.

Not all incels are bad. We shouldn’t be forgotten 

[Javfly33]

14 hours ago, Hello world said:

@Federico del pueblo It was getting worse before the attempt and after it everything became much worse. I am rock bottom. I just cannot. There is too much pain. At my age I cannot I have lost all hope. It’s impossible. The pain is unbearably bad. I lost my hope

Thats just a perspective.

Youn can choose other perspectives.

[Florian]

@Hello world Damn your life really sucks.

On 22.9.2021 at 1:08 AM, Tudo said:

Escorts bro.

Well, I lost my virginity to one and I was impressed by how warm and tender they were.

Could really be helpful for you. Like REALLY. Maybe you are so extremely focused on wanting to have sex that you are unable to put your focus anywhere else which leads to the situation you are in.

Edit: btw me saying your life sucks isnt meant in a bad way. It is what it is and it is perfectly fine.

Edit2: Maybe try going to the gym. After I went the first time it was like the lense that I look through at the world around me completely changed. Could be that it's the thing specifically for me and you would need something else. But when I went and I realized that I have strength in myself and I just never used it, that really was refreshing and freeing. The resistance of the weights you push is just another manifestation of resistance in general. And masculinity is partly about pushing through resistance. When I had that thought while pushing weights it just made me happy. Try it, maybe it helps.

Edited September 29, 2021 by Florian

[bobbyward]

@Hello world you need to do things to look after yourself physically and mentally. Things that will raise your vibration. Like eating healthy, fasting, exercising, cold showers, semen retention, and hours a day of sadhana.

If your diet is shit of course you will feel shit. If you do things to raise your vibration, you will feel confident and energetic which will make you inclined to take action.

But the bottom line is you need to take massive positive action if you want things to change. But doing these things I mentioned above will give you a good base to take action in the world. 

[Zeroguy]

She will appear OP don't worry. 

I eliminated all bad stuff from my life  was depressed and she appeared. Perfect woman. Literally. 

It is how you vibe. Rise your vibration. 

❤️?

Namaste

[Emotionalmosquito]

Any chance you might be capable of getting your hands on a magical substance like mdma or ketamine?

Haven't read all the posts here so not sure if it’s already been suggested but it could be tremendously helpful for refreshing your state of mind if used properly.

[Hello world]

@Zeroguy @Emotionalmosquito thanks for caring. I cannot access MDMA or ketamine. I cannot afford it anyway