In the path of self-actualizing, as I learn and grow, I found less and less people so I can resonate with. I do not enjoy my friends and family accompany as I used to. I see the previous version of myself in them. I respect them and accept them as they are but we do not share a deep bound anymore. Although I enjoy my loneliness, I also feel the need of having someone beside me who understand me and enjoy the same things as I do so we could have deep conversation and grow together. My concern is in long term, there will be less and less people to resonate with, because I am not going to stop growing!