Psylocybin

[Virgo]

First trip ever in my life with psychedelics (actually 3 years ago, sharing only now. I had a bag with 6g of shrooms took half of it waited 15min and I thought nothing it's going on so I took it all. Everyone told me you took a lot. After 45m I started to feel it. I open youtube and listened to some songs then all of the sudden I started to look at my hands and started laughing. I thought I was just born in that moment. Also I started seeing my carpet merging with itself. I also wanted to meditate and the moment I closed my eyes I started seeing some crazy pattern but when I was aware if it they would disappear. I enjoyed being reborn but then it become overwhelming, all kinds of emotion would come into surface. My trip was a neutral trip. Started good then downhill then just overwhelmed. I did all by myself in a dark room. Will I do it ever again? Probably not. What did I learn from it? Well it intensifies your emotions so you can understand yourself in a deeper way I think, but when it comes to spirituality and staff it did not serve me. Maybe DMT will work differently. I would just stick with my Yoga for now and I know it's gonna take a lifetime.

[Leo Gura]

Classic case of misusing and misunderstanding psychedelics.

Congrats! You learned nothing.

[Porphyry Fedotov]

From my experience it's expected that you feel overwhelmed by emotions during trip, especially the first one. Basically psychedelics act like a scalpel opening your abscesses. After a while it gets easier

[Sage]

@Virgo "Psychedelics don't work on stupid people" - Terence McKenna

[Girzo]

@Virgo You had done a heroic dose, then nothing for 3 years? Or it's what you had thought back then after the trip and in actuality did something else and tripped more in that time?

[Nahm]

 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

I started seeing my carpet merging with itself.

 No ya didn’t. I understand you believe you did, but you didn’t. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

My trip was a neutral trip.

Lol no it wasn’t. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

Started good then downhill then just overwhelmed.

No it didn’t & wasn’t actually. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

I did all by myself in a dark room.

No, ya didn’t. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

What did I learn from it? Well it intensifies your emotions

? no it doesn’t. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

it did not serve me.

Actually it totally did. 

15 hours ago, Virgo said:

I know it's gonna take a lifetime.

Not even possible! 

[Virgo]

Well what I shared was true. Next time I might do lil more research. ?

[Virgo]

16 hours ago, Girzo said:

@Virgo You had done a heroic dose, then nothing for 3 years? Or it's what you had thought back then after the trip and in actuality did something else and tripped more in that time?

No just done it once. 

[Virgo]

19 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Classic case of misusing and misunderstanding psychedelics.

Congrats! You learned nothing.

Why do you say so? Is that a mind frame you have before a trip? I just did for the sake of experience to be honest, but with the hope of having an experience. Iv had few experiences with just meditation, nothing like becoming aware of anything. Any suggestions,?

[Virgo]

@Nahm your the goat brother.