During my suicidal moments

[Preety_India]

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

I suffer PTSD 

 

[Preety_India]

I feel weak. 

[Gregory1]

10 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Why to even put false pretenses if just generally I'm considered worth nothing? 

Who cares what someone thinks about me anymore? 

I would be lying to myself if my heart felt heavy and I didn't let the tears flow. 

Why should I hide and what is it worth? 

Just an incomplete piece of poetry that remains redundant and gathers dust. 

 

@Preety_India please don't speak like that about youself:(

You are worth the world to some people. God loves us all unconditionally and infinitely.

Also you should not forget that there are so many people in the world who would love to be in your company, share their time with you and ypu just haven't met them yet / aren't interacting with them right now.

Please, you are good and a beautiful person. It's okay to feel sad. It's okay to feel incomplete. But don't believe that you're worth nothing, that's not true. Some people might tell that, they are blind. They are deaf. They do not understand that beauty and perfection lies in everyone.

Forgive them but don't let these people come close to you. Do what you need to do. Love yourself. You're worthy of it. 

Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

P.S. if you don't want me to comment - as always, please let me know.

[Preety_India]

 

When I get married I want to do this Indian makeup on my wedding day.. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Gregory1 thank you for the kindness. 

[Preety_India]

 

The Indian way
I love you
The German way
I love you n+1 more than you
The Aussie way
I'm a better lover
The French way
The joy is mine
The American way
I love myself better