The Script

[Hulia]

3 hours ago, ivankiss said:

This might be a bit out there... but earlier I've been meditating by the sea, and I became aware of how/why I manifested Covid-19.

Why did you manifest Covid-19? To have a breake?

[ivankiss]

@Hulia It's too complex to explain, and too simple to be understood.

[Hulia]

44 minutes ago, ivankiss said:

@Hulia It's too complex to explain, and too simple to be understood.

OK.. let´s try from the other side. Why do you want to end it? 

 

Edited September 12, 2021 by Hulia

[ivankiss]

@Hulia It is but a natural response; to eliminate the virus from the system.

 

[Hulia]

I am listening the whole day some random music. 

My friend´s daughter wrote and sang her 1st song. AND IT IS GOOD! It is REALLY good! Text, music, voice. It is so good that my daughter woke me in the middle of the night because she needed to share with somebody what she just heard.

THe song´s name is "Sorry, Paris". Zero would join into the singing if he could. And that beautiful christall clear voice. I am overwhelmed.

 

[ivankiss]

Just had the most casual conversation about God, ever. Enjoyed it a lot.

We agreed on there not being a past or a future, and that God is not a long-bearded man in the clouds, but rather infinite consciousness. 

However, the implications of all that were a bit too much for my 'opponent' to grasp. As well as the fact that they are actually God. They were open and excited for a while, but soon got scared and crawled back into ther shell.

It is in moments like this that remind me just how far have I ventured. In a sense; I am light-years ahead of anyone I have ever interacted with, face to face.

Still, that is, but a script. 

 

[ivankiss]

@Hulia That's very awesome. I wish my mother gave a fuck when I wrote my first song lol.

If I ever decide to have kids, we're gonna rock out hard as fuck!

[ivankiss]

BLISS

Everything about you is how I'd wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less

Give me
All the peace and joy in your mind

Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above

Give me
All the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

[ivankiss]

Joyfully at peace. Another super-state.

[ivankiss]

WITHOUT JUDGEMENT

Guilty until proven innocent
We condemn your soul and fate
Never mind the possibilities
Too busy for logic or to calculate

Take part in a diminishing breed
Where complex turns to simplicity
When pain is acknowledged
Frivolous calculations will be abolished

Without judgement, what would we do?
We would be forced to look
At ourselves emerged in lost time
Assuming what may be
Without judgement
Perception would increase a million times

Distracted by the imagination
That experiments with ease
If you could taste it, it might be addictive
Where life will crush those who defy

Take part in a diminishing breed
Where complex turns to simplicity
When pain is acknowledged
Frivolous calculations will be abolished

Without judgement, what would we do?
We would be forced to look
At ourselves emerged in lost time
Assuming what may be
Without judgement
Perception would increase a million times

 

[ivankiss]

He who loves not metal knows not God.

[ivankiss]

THE PHILOSOPHER

Do you feel what I feel, see what I see, hear what I hear?
There is a line you must draw between your dream world and reality
Do you live my life or share the breath I breathe?

Lies feed your judgement of others
Behold how the blind lead each other
The philosopher
You know so much about nothing at all

Ideas that fall under shadows of theories that stand tall
Thoughts that grow narrow upon being verbally released

Your mind is not your own
What sounds more mentally stimulating is how you make your choice
So you preach about how I'm supposed to be
Yet you don't know your own sexuality

Lies feed your judgement of others
Behold how the blind lead each other
The philosopher
You know so much about nothing at all

[ivankiss]

I spent a lot of time on a beautiful beach today. 8 hours, or so. Loved it.

Listened to epic music, drank and ate, walked in slow motion, absorbed a lot of sunlight. I was sensing eyes on me, frequently. There were so many people out. I was observing them too, for a few moments. Fascinating beings. But mainly; I was looking right through reality, the whole time. Staring into the endless nothingness. Lost in the reverberation.

Towards the end, I had a wonderful meditation session. A solid hour and a half. I went so deep, I completely forgot where or who I was. Theta waves in my ears, of course. My favorite. Did not sync with a metronome, but I'm guessing the pulse was around 90bpm, since I was breathing pretty deep.

A few options for work opened, already. Again I am in a position where I can choose. Being careful not to find myself paralyzed by choice. Taking a step forward tomorrow in regards to that. No rush though. Finding an apartment should be easy, too. It's a big city, there's plenty of options. But first I must secure that job.

Some interaction/socialization. I enjoyed it. Looking forward to meeting someone who I could hang out with, soon. I only need one cool person, and they will pull me in and connect me with groups. That's how it always goes, any time I move some place new.

Some unexpected money found its way to me, again. Very, very nice. At times I could burst with gratitude. And other times, I just want more. Much, much more. I finally feel worthy of it all. Except when I don't.

Good news; regardless of how I feel or what I think... I just keep going.

Infinite Will.

The Heart started a fire that cannot be extinguished.

 

 

 

[RickyFitts]

4 hours ago, ivankiss said:

@Hulia That's very awesome. I wish my mother gave a fuck when I wrote my first song lol.

If I ever decide to have kids, we're gonna rock out hard as fuck!

You know what, I reckon you'd be the coolest dad ever! 

Really nice thread, Ivan 

 

[ivankiss]

@RickyFitts Aww, that's really sweet of you. Thanks! 

 

[ivankiss]

Learning Italian should be a walk in the park. I'd say I understand 70-80% of what they're saying. Responding is another story. With that, I'm at 20-30%, I'd say. It's an easy language, it flows nicely. I've got it in my ears already.

As of now, I speak 4 languages fluently (Serbian, Slovenian, Hungarian and English) , and 2 so-so (Italian and German). 

I'd like to master those two, and maybe pick up on Russian, as well. That should be quite easy, too. And it should be very useful in my future endeavors.

I like language. It's fun.

[RickyFitts]

2 hours ago, ivankiss said:

@RickyFitts Aww, that's really sweet of you. Thanks! 

 

[ivankiss]

COSMOS

I long to live with some celestial beings
To adore in silence blissful friends
Gliding into constellations of their smiles
Melting into shining eyes

Chant away
The cosmos grace
Born inside the lotus gold

To be at the feet of celestial artists
Close to the brush of their cosmic strokes
Churning whispers into melodies of psalm
In timeless rhythms, blessed tones

Chant away
The cosmos grace
Born inside the lotus gold
I can live this revelation
With magnified devotion
Magnified devotion
Magnified devotion...

Divine mother
Free my mind from all obstacles of delusion
And lead me safely to thy shores of fulfillment
Awaken within me increasing strength, positive
Thinking, courage, faith
And above all fill my heart
With thine unconditional love
With thine unconditional joy

I want to be closer to higher beings
Near to touch those divine companions
Gathering joyfully from the nether world
As I go through the portal's fold

[ivankiss]

I'm sitting on a bench, looking at a pile of dog shit, and contemplating how that right there, is actually crystallized Light.

Fun.

[RickyFitts]

@ivankiss That's some high-level shit right there, Ivan 

Like, literally