The ego

[Ilan]

Your ego is all that made you suffer throughout your all life. It is what traumatized you when you were a kid. It is what made you cry and suffer because of an asshole that cheated on you while your charming prince was next to you loving you. It’s what made you waste 5years in college when you could feel it was not the right path to embody your true creativity. It is what makes you waste energy arguing with people. It is what tells you it is too late to be happy. It is people/family pleasing. It is doing what your parents expect of you rather than what your heart tells you to do. It is then what makes you blame your parents for influencing you the wrong way rather than taking responsibility for it. It is what is making you angry, frustrated, bitter. It is what is making you so rigid that you break like glass every time you hit an obstacle. Ego is what attracted every toxic people you ever encounter in your life. It’s not only suffering. It is seeking suffering. Ego is what telling you of not wasting time letting go of the ego as you have so much stuff to do. Ego is what prevent you from crying, laughing, being joyful. 

[eputkonen]

Ego is just a thought.  It is just thought that created suffering and all that you describe.  The tenacious illusion of "me".

[Goldzilla]

Ego is God in chaotic form, not unfolded. What you trippin on?