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Lesson 2 

About direction. 

English 

Direction

 

German 

die Richtung 

 

Drei: three

 

 

 


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17 hours ago, Preety_India said:

So what I learn here is that "Das" is singular and "die" is plural. 

haha - but „das“ is neutral and „die“ is feminine

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15 hours ago, MuadDib said:


Are you familiar with the Dutch national anthem?
 


Spiegel: Mirror

**"Bitch" in Dutch means beautiful, strong, wise, intelligent, caring, sensitive young lady... important to clarify.

this is sooooooo much more dutch than german xD

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On 22/07/2021 at 2:47 AM, Preety_India said:

@Hulia cool funky song, jungle vibe.

Makes me wanna dance on a  beach in a grass skirt.

 

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On 27/07/2021 at 1:25 AM, Preety_India said:

Ah that so sweet.

German men are a beautiful prize.

 

 

On 27/07/2021 at 1:45 AM, Preety_India said:

 

Proud of German men now.

 

 

On 27/07/2021 at 1:54 AM, Preety_India said:

It's ok. Poets can be cheating types, writing poems for every girl who passes by.

Lot of shady poets out there, lying through poetry 

A German Engineer is better. No empty poetry but a honest heart.

 

On 31/07/2021 at 1:42 AM, Preety_India said:

 

I definitely need loving firm hand to support me. Just realised.

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4 hours ago, mememe said:

haha - but „das“ is neutral and „die“ is feminine

And what is masculine then? 

 


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@Marcel I see. 

What is Frau and Mann

 

 

 

 

Lesson 2 

English - how are you? 

German 

Wie geht es dir? 

 

Pronoun list 

 

you

Sie, du, man, ihr, dich, dir

 

 

to you

dir, euch, ihnen

 

 

yourself

sich, selbst, dich, dir, euch

 

 

 

es tut mir leid

I'm sorry 

 

 

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@Marcel I see. 

 

Lesson 3 

Learning pronounciations. 

 

Es tut mir Leid meaning I'm sorry

 

I'm pronouncing it as - es toot meh lait

 


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9 hours ago, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

 

 

Incredible. that it´s happening to you now, isn´t it? So happy for you, I know how you feel ?

"Die " is used in both cases: for single feminine and for all plurals

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@Hulia yep. He is the firm hand that supports me. 

I'm blessed. 

 


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1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

@Hulia yep. He is the firm hand that supports me. 

I'm blessed. 

 

And you are his female mirror, that´s true.

Your love letters to each other are very beautiful. We are all in awe.

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1 hour ago, Hulia said:

And you are his female mirror, that´s true.

Your love letters to each other are very beautiful. We are all in awe.

Yes. He is the most beautiful thing that happened to me in my entire life. 

I want to write him a thousand love letters. 

My love for him is eternal. 

I'll love him till the day I die. 

 

I feel blessed by his love. He must have a great heart to love me so much. 

I feel absolutely thrilled. 

I think as coincidence would have it, I was discussing about German men in the last week of July. Maybe it was already manifested in my mind that my heart was wanting something German. Who knows why I was  suddenly interested in everything German. Maybe something was waiting for me. So fate created it that way. 

I remember a few weeks ago, Germany was totally in my mind. I was listening to German bands and I was thinking about Germany a lot. 

I had no idea a German guy would suddenly drop into my journal and leave a comment. 

I had seen him around in this section before but I never paid him much attention because he was a new member. 

I never even thought about him. 

Then when he was suicidal, I felt a strong emotion for him. I wanted to hug him. 

I was getting crazy feelings for him. It felt different. 

Like I already knew him. 

He was in my journal unexpectedly and I'm usually paranoid if someone is in my journals. 

But I wasn't paranoid of his presence. I didn't feel defensive with him. I checked his profile it was German

Was a bit of a coincidence and a surprise. 

I also asked him if he was a true blooded German. He said he was.

Somehow him being true German was important to match with my psychic feelings. Because Germany was so in my head. It was unusual. 

Then he said he wanted to kiss me. 

I was thrilled. Because nobody flirted with me so openly. 

I simply surrendered. 

And that was it. 

I fell in love with him on the spot. It felt unreal.. 

I couldn't hold back my feelings. 

I was feeling one with him. 

He understood me like no other. He didn't judge me for sending stupid cute gifs lol. 

And he said we're made for each other. 

I wasn't even aware that he had been thinking of me. 

Somehow this gif constantly reminds me of him and I in eternity. 

 

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@Preety_India I told you, you are witch :)

He is also sensitive and intuitive. Combine it with the typical German properties like reliability and honesty - precious mixture. 

I had also a distant relationship with a German guy. Hundreds of letters full of love. How pitty, I threw them away, I wonder now, whether they were like that. I don´t know any more, what he wrote, but he wrote every single day.

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14 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I guess this describes me quite accurately.

I still can barely grasp that all of this happened so fast.

I only joined the forum about 2 weeks ago.

I never in a million years expected to meet my soulmate, girl of my dreams, female mirror self, all in one women, so easily and so quickly.

I have fallen in love with her so fast and so naturally its almost scary haha

The power of internet! :)

 

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Lesson 666

In English it's called bakery. 

In German, it's called Backery. 

(nah, just kidding) 

 

 


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Omg, I wasn't making it up. 

I looked up bakery in German. 

It's Die Bäckerei..... Lololololol. My bf wasn't wrong when he kept saying Backery Backery, I was thinking to myself, why is he calling it Backery? xD

Ok this is a bit funny. 

Whenever I see "Die" in the German writing, I instantly pronounce it as "dye" like we do in English. And my instant thought is - why do the Germans always talk about dying in every sentence? Die this. Die that.. xD

 

I finally figured it was Die as in thee, and it was meant  for "the" as in English. 

 

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Ok back to German lessons 

Lesson 2

Good thank you 

 

Translated as 

Gut danke

Und dir? 

And you? 

 

Und ihnen

And you? 

These words are very beautiful. 

I want to keep saying them. 

It's pronounced as ondh dear

And ondhinen

 

 

 

--------------- learning observations for today -----------------

Und is like ondh 

It means and. 

Die means the. It's pronounced as dee. 

Good is gut. 

Thank you is danke. 

Dir(pronounced as dear) means you. 

 

 

 

 

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The word dir is important in German. 

 

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Enough is enough 

General announcement to whoever cares to read. 

Am I being isolated again? Why because I have a boyfriend? 

It's not like I'm dumb and I don't see it.. 

All the pity shown to me by some people. 

So nobody wants to talk to me now? 

All the passive aggressive nonsense. 

I just want to talk to people who I feel really care about me and get rid of all the stuff that made me feel trapped. 

Some people who like to feed me bread crumbs. Naaaah.. Sorry. I don't want that and I don't need that. You keep those bread crumbs with you. 

If you're  reading this, you already know what I mean. You get the message! 

Suddenly everyone wants to talk to their lovers or tell their lovers to talk to them.. Why because I initiated it? Now competition? Who is a better lover? 

Now suddenly some people just don't wanna talk to me.. Fine Bye in big letters. I don't give a fuck. 

I know all these games. 

Now get it straight from my mouth. 

I'm not going to be talking to anyone and especially to those who don't care about me. Enough with your behind the curtain games. 

I gave you one last chance to talk to me. And you lost it. 

You think I'm crazy, really? 

You come to me for your pity party. But as soon as I am happy or angry or sad, you just don't give a fuck. Why is that? 

I see through all of your shit. 

I am Going to play the same game that you play with me. Tit for tat. 

I'm not to be taken lightly. Is  the mutual admiration society back at it again? 

Why bother talking to me in the first place if you don't have the kindest words behind my back? 

Does reading this cause you anxiety?

One last time. It was my low self esteem and need for acceptance that made me beg for your BREAD CRUMBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

If I had love, I wouldn't need to care too much about your bread crumbs. 

 

Some of the people have been faithful and loyal to me since the time I came. They never turned their backs on me. 

You know what... The  last message that I sent to you, apologizing to you, that was a goodbye message. I wanted to say to you - GOODBYE. 

NEVER SEE MY FACE AGAIN. 

I didn't know where to post it so I posted it here so some of the minions can read. 

Because I took enough of your shit for nearly 7 months. I kept very quiet because I needed those bread crumbs thrown at me to eat. 

Now no more

 

Love has taught me what love is. And what love feels like. 

I don't need your shit anymore. So goodbye. 

Those who are loyal to me can be with me. 

I'm not going to put up with your constant silent Coldness. The cold shoulder that I'm being given for nearly 8 months. Enough. 

I'm not here for likes or follows or admiration on my journals. Because people make it a competition of who gets more likes. JUST DUMB. SAYING IT LIKE I MEAN IT. 

I was made to be the mediator or sandwich between lovers. I was dragged, guilted, gaslighted, made to feel sorry for myself. 

Now that I have a lover, I did not receive a single congratulatory message. Fuck you. 

I see through it all now. Who cares? 

 

Like I said only those who are truly caring for me. Rest goodbye. I don't need to care about your bread crumbs anymore. 

My only true friend here was Hulia. She cared for me when nobody would. 

She stood for ME.... if I had a bad time, she was there for me. 

Now that I wake up in the morning and I read all the mutual admiration society bullshit. I'm DONE. 

YOU don't talk the way you talk on the inside. Do you? 

You talk like a delicate angel on the outside. But I have read some of the inside stuff that you write. That is the real you who talks about jurisdictions and nonsense. 

All mind games.... I can finally let go what made me feel trapped in this journal section for so long.

I can finally be done with your bullshit. 

You know what should happen with people like you who gossip about me behind my back??! Liberation. Liberation is the word. I should be liberated from you. The way I was liberated from my ex. The way I need to be liberated from every toxic person around me. 

You are energy vampires. 

You suck my energy. But no more. 

Anyone who gets caught up in your darkness, mind games, and fake empathy deserves to be liberated. 

If you're addicted to drama, then don't come to me. Stay away.. I don't need it.. 

There are a few people who talk to me in this journal and I find it worthwhile to talk to them. Because you see they aren't jealous. They don't give me a cold shoulder. They don't backstab me. They don't say one thing to my face and something else behind my back. 

Hulia is the only female who was there for me. She cares. 

There were others who were interested in doing a lot of nonsense behind my back. 

Then coming around to gain my favor when I wasn't giving them attention. Especially to show to the general public how bad I am that I don't even bother to reply? 

How rude and uncaring i must be that I cannot even say a thank you? 

Ok please do me a last favor. Just leave me the fuck alone and stop your behind the curtain games. 

I don't need all this emotional turmoil and nonsense. 

I am not the one to keep rotting in it forever. 

Learn to keep your stuff with you and don't bring it to me. 

Do not message me about fake pity. 

Do not message me your problems 

Sort it out yourself and keep me out of it. 

I'm cutting ties with many. I want to feel light around my shoulders. 

I have the right. I should deserve loyalty and love and proper friendship. 

I don't need fake stuff. 

You stay out of my stuff. I stay out of your stuff. 

No more games 

 

 


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36 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

LMAO

I can see how this would be utterly confusing to you haha

 

Yea that's too funny. 

 


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