Wounded

[Preety_India]

My pain. 

Relax baby, take it easy. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

There is a darkness inside of me where I want to scream to the walls. 

Judgemental eyes looking at me. 

They stick this label on my forehead and make me a criminal.

 

 

 

 

Nobody could care to look inside of me and see the pain in there. 

 

I was alone even among a crowd of 100.   

 

Because nobody could really understand the pain of a wounded heart. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

In my dreams, they wanted to publicly execute me. 

I was the sacrificial Lamb. 

 

There were no eyes. 

There were no hands. 

There were no ears

There were no feet. 

There was only a bridge. A bridge that leads to death and hell. 

Requiem of a dream. 

 

This was my death metal. 

 

This was my darkness 

 

This was my wounded heart crying from within the walls of the Ivory Tower. 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Of strange illuminated mannequins
Shall I stay here at the zoo

 

[Preety_India]

 

I want to sleep in the colony of death and never wake up. 

Requiem of a dream. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

 

A strange smell of  betrayal from bleeding hearts and roses creeps into me. 

And pain drips like blood from the ashes of a broken heart. 

There's where you find me, inside out, and embrace my deepest misery. 

That's where you'll know I rest in peace. 

I'll call you to come over to my side. 

 

I feel these feelings burning deep inside of me. 

A wounded heart knows no other way. 

But to keep burning in eternity 

 

 

 

Once you see within me, there are a thousand letters of love and grief. Waiting to be sent. 

 

Edited August 23, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

Relax baby take it easy. 

These roads that show you heaven sometimes take you to hell. 

 

[RickyFitts]

1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

These roads that show you heaven sometimes take you to hell. 

Ain't that the truth!

[Preety_India]

20 hours ago, RickyFitts said:

Ain't that the truth!

Can't say that I can't agree with you. Sometimes life can be unusually dark and sometimes it's unusually beautiful! 

[Preety_India]

Very very important piece of information 

• Very confrontational attitude 
• Boldness 
• Openness.. Be very open about how you feel. Don't be scared to say what you feel 
• Very very very strict boundaries 
• Not be too emotionally attached. Stop being emotionally invested. 
• Don't guilt yourself 
• Be smart and be Frank about your needs. Without shame and with proper pride in non Confrontational way, diplomatic, prioritise yourself and assert without false shame/guilt
• Distance yourself 

 

[RickyFitts]

2 hours ago, Preety_India said:

Can't say that I can't agree with you. Sometimes life can be unusually dark and sometimes it's unusually beautiful! 

Aye, no arguments there!

[Preety_India]

Just let it go. Just let it go. 

Loving vibration keeps everything bad away. 

Loving vibration heals

Beauty does not stay when degradation of moral compass begins. 

 

Three things are very important 

Maturity 

Awareness

Confidence 

 

Edited August 24, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

I'M NOT GOING TO PARTICIPATE IN THE FORUM ANYMORE. 

IT DOESN'T FEEL GOOD. 

 

MAYBE I'LL OCCASIONALLY. JUST FOR IT. 

 

I JUST DON'T LIKE ANYTHING ANYMORE. 

 

EVERYTHING IS BAD. 

 

EVERYTHING IS POINTLESS. 

 

 

 

 

Edited August 24, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

And when I'm wounded I listen to this.