Me and my boyfriend.

[Preety_India]

@Marcel this song is really dark. It reminds me of the "Wounded" journal I opened  earlier in the day. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel whenever I have dark thoughts, I listen to this song, 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel

I find this Indian classical dance very relaxing 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I like this old Indian music. The beat is beautiful and soothing. 

The name of the song is

Afsana likh rahi hoon.... Meaning I'm writing a letter. 

It's an extremely old song. My mom listens to it

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I love this one. Very soothing. Skip first few minutes of introduction. 

I can translate it later. But I love the music. So romantic. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel this is my ultimate favorite song. It is also my mom's favorite. She introduced me to it. 

I have absolutely fallen in love with this song. 

 

[Preety_India]

1 minute ago, Marcel said:

Broken, loyal souls with Dog eyes

That should describe me. Because I look at you with puppy eyes. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel my facial expressions are mostly  like the Indian girl in this Hindi song. A little crazy looking, dreamy, mostly lost, deer in the headlights kind of.. I always look around the way she looks around in this song.

I even talk like her. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel you're adorable as well. You're my heart. I can see my heart inside yours. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

2 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I feel the same way. It feels like you are a part of me and I am a part of you.

Like we are one singular being in reality that has split itself in two just to reunite with itself eventually.

To learn and grow as two individual units, that eventually harmonize with each other once again.

That is so beautifully written. I cannot even write like you. I have so many feelings but I struggle with writing my thoughts and feelings in coherent ways. I write in absurd ways and i make too many mistakes. I can never express myself fully. It's not a language problem. It's my brain problem. My brain is too scattered to make properly express my inner feelings. 

I feel like writing a thousand love letters to you expressing how much I love you. I feel I can't be separated from you. 

I'm like a part of your being and I feel like you place your wings delicately over my head. And I calmly lay my head under your wings.

Your sweetness cures my ills. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I never understood the meaning of the axe. 

Hehe 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I mean to say that the person is holding an axe.

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I mean in the video. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel this song is so mysterious. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I see. That costume is too funny. 

The song is quite meaningful at least from the looks. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I'm giving you a long kiss. 

My kiss will heal you. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

Also some guy just direct messaged me and asks "what is up with that weird journal"

My gosh this is so funny to me haha

As if people cannot handle our relationship, but i guess this proves that we´re otherworldly 

I already know that was going to happen. Don't pay attention to it. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

I wont.

If there are genuine questions about it i´ll gladly answer them, depending on the nature of the question of course.

If its just nonsense i´ll report it and block them. 

I pity everybody that hates on us, im sure they do not even know how ironic this is hahaha

Hating on Love is so low consciousness and ignorant, i can barely breath because i am laughing so hard right now 

 

I'm laughing too. 

Some people live very miserable lives that they feel the need to put their fucking nose into other's lives. 

 

I wanna tell them MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Anonymoous stop making multiple accounts and stop with the harassment. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Anonymoous dude get the hell out of my journal. Stop with the harassment. 

You're making multiple accounts to troll me. 

Get a life and leave me alone.