Me and my boyfriend.

[Preety_India]

Since morning I'm crying happy tears. 

I can't imagine this feeling. He fills me with love. 

He is my prince and I'm his princess. 

He brings me joy.. 

I feel so fragile around him

 

 

I want to dedicate this song to him. 

 

When I sing this song I'm reminded of him. 

I am feeling so nervous. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

You silly.

 

This was so sweet. You called me silly. Hehe. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

 

Once i saw a snippet of my funeral when closing my eyes and the other time i felt like my guardian spirit was hugging and comforting me.

Well now you gotta live for me. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I understand you quite well and i honestly love your personality. I also talk to myself a lot, but usually only when no one is around and im by myself.

Yep

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I am a big introvert myself. I am not really shy around people, but i get tired and exhausted very quickly in social siutations with several people.

I get tired too. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

So i kind of have to spend time by myself to recharge. Being alone is my super power. 

My mind is like a super computer, i connects thousands of dots together to form a theory about everything in my surroundings and the world at large.

Super duper brain. 

 

 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I sometimes completely drift of into my thoughts and stop perceiving everything around me. You cannot talk to me in that state, i would not even notice it, but if you want you can gently tap me on the shoulder and then i slowly come back to reality automatically. Or caress my on the back, that is my favourite way of being woken up,

I'll touch you on your neck and pull your hair so you instantly snap out of it. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

 

 

 just some sort of gentle touch. I really cant brake out of this state in any other way, except if i hear a loud noise for example, which is very unpleasant and freaks me out whenever it happens. Its almost like being in coma, i need to wake up slowly, if i wake up immediately i will feel very insecure and confused.

I will slowly kiss your eyes. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I love analyzing patterns and behaviours. Finding ways to improve other peoples lives is my faviourite thing to do.

I'm not a analytical person. I'm a dreamer. 

 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

And since you are my soulmate, i will naturally use this to understand you inside out. I will transform you in a way you did not know was possible.

I want to be playful with you. 

 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I even helped my mom lose 35kg and im close to get here out of her suicidal thoughts, if she is willing to do to it that is. Because following my lead is not easy. I am disciplined and i follow through with everything i say. If something like this will work really depends on the effort somebody is willing to put into my suggestions. But, i demand that everyone of my suggestions is questioned and not just blindly accepted.

Yesss sir. Will do. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

As much as you may blindly trust me, i don´t want you to ever turn off your brain entirely and stop questioning me, just because you trust me.

I trust you, that's it. 

3 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I am not perfect and i make a lot of mistakes along the way. I am in an infinite process of trial and error when figuring out how to best relate to someone.

 

Nobody is perfect. But you're my Mr Perfect. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel ahh gotcha supercomputer man. 

I want to play with this computer. 

Pull out its wires and smash  the keyboard. 

Also place a cat on it. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

LMAO

You just made me laugh so hard hahaha

I can do with a cat, but please do not damage my soft or hardware

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel did you watch the song I posted for you? 

Its called "so magical" 

The song reminds me of us. 

I feel like I'm singing that song for you. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I'm so happy. I'm jumping with joy.

[Preety_India]

@Marcel if you don't mind me asking, do you have tattoos on you? 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel meh. I absolutely hate tattoos. 

I don't have any tattoos. Will never have. 

I find them cheap and shallow. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

i think its the opposite, it is a beautiful way of expressing something you deeply love for everybody to see.

I see. 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

Its really depends on the place and motive i guess. I dont just like every tattoo that there is out there, it has to be beautiful and show love for something in some way.

I guess. 

For me tattoos are useless and have no meaning. 

If I want to write something really meaningful I'll write it in my blood on a piece of wood or stone and throw it away to be found after my death. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel Yea that's not silly. 

I literally meant writing in blood. I don't find it dumb. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel haha. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel waiting to upload another video. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I feel like my voice is not so clear. I'm constantly clearing my throat. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel you sure? 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel were you born and raised in Germany and were your parents German and how did your parents and grandparents feel about living in Germany? 

 

[Preety_India]

 

Uploaded a longer video. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel that's awesome. They must have known something about the post Second world War Era. I mean post Hitler Era. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

6 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

 

Uploaded a longer video.