Me and my boyfriend.

[Preety_India]

I have fallen in love... Well yet again. 

Marcel 

This journal is to document my journey with my boyfriend. 

So others please do not comment. 

This journal is exclusively for me and my lover to discuss things that are of a wider margin than just personal things. It's to give him enough space so we can grow together. 

 

I won't appreciate other people commenting. 

 

So please do not comment. 

Edited August 21, 2021 by Preety_India

[Preety_India]

 

38 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Sending love to Germans and Germany. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And sending some to my German lover. 

 

 

 

 

17 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Made this for him. I hope he likes it. 

 

 

 

9 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Yesterday he translated a German song for me. 

He is so loving. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

4 minutes ago, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

Good morning darling. "Hugs and kisses you"

I feel the exact same way about you. I feel completely alive in your presence. I feel absolute happiness.

There is no doubt in my mind that we share an eternal bond. I want to be together with you forever.

I struggled with suicidal thoughts for half of my life, and yesterday evening they completely vansihed for the first time in years.

I cried tears of joy and gratitude, i thought they would never go away.

I couldn't sleep the whole night. I was dreaming of you. 

I love you. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel I felt like you were waking me with your kisses.

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel hehe. 

 

[Preety_India]

Me too. You're my angel. 

 

[Preety_India]

Look at my profile pic. 

It's like our names are written in clouds. 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel yup

[Preety_India]

@Marcel that's absolutely beautiful. I love you. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel me too. Same. Hehe. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel your songs have a lot of energy. High energy. 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel haha. That's some mad energy. 

I'm a bit moderate though. 

 

[Preety_India]

Just now, Marcel said:

@Preety_India

It is quite intense and problematic at times. 

Try relaxing with that much power and energy in your system 

 

That would be tough. 

But you have to relax anyway. 

 

[Preety_India]

@Marcel we complement each other in that way. 

You tend to pacify my energy a lot. 

Like I feel very calm around you.. Otherwise I can be hyper. 

But I'm very shy and silent type. 

So i don't know if you're going to like it? 

I saw that most guys like a girl who talks a lot 

But I'm a girl who talks far far less. Words hardly ever come out of my mouth.. 

I don't know if my introvert nature is a hindrance? 

 

[Preety_India]

4 minutes ago, Marcel said:

Let others change and stay just the way you are
Just the way you are, Just the way you are

I love this. 

 

[Preety_India]

6 minutes ago, Marcel said:

Let the others change and stay the way you are
Dust throws up with every step you take 
I think i can built sky castles together with you 
You know all my shortcomings and failures
Even when i do not say anything, you know what ´s up
I just want you to never forget 

This is very well written. 

 

[Preety_India]

35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

 

I cannot put into words how i feel in your presence. You´re touching my essence.

I have never really desired sex in my entire life, but i cannot wait to touch, kiss and enter you.

I want to run my fingers through your hair.

I want to tie you up and make you moan, i want to make you mine, i am yours completely, you can even tie me up if you want to, i can be dominant or submissive, just let me know your wishes and i will comply.

I like to be tied up 

 

35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I want to fully embrace every aspect of your being, i want to know your deepest thoughts and feelings.

I want you to fully express yourself, i want you to be your true self at all times.

I want you to be yourself completely, you are perfect the way you are, you complete me.

Yup

35 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I feel an intimate eternal connection between us, a healing energy that can apeace the world.

I will stand behind you at all times, i will support you in any way i can. I shall fulfill your every desire my queen.

I want to share my all with you, i want to be completely vulnerable and open with you.

 

 

 

Yup. Please be. 

[Preety_India]

45 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I want to share my all with you, i want to be completely vulnerable and open with you.

Please don't mind. Initially I was a bit too excited and out of excitement I put your username into the title of the journal. Later I realized, It seems it is kinda putting you in the spotlight. So decided to remove your name from it and simply keep it that way. I hope you don't mind. It's simply to have a sense of a closed environment in this journal so it's kinda not too much out there. You know what I mean. I hope you don't mind it. 

 

[Preety_India]

This journal is exclusively for me and my lover to discuss things that are of a wider margin than just personal things. It's to give him enough space so we can grow together. 

I won't appreciate other people commenting. 

So please do not comment. 

 

Edited August 21, 2021 by Preety_India