Nihilism, Detachment, Organic Survival, Ethical pattern of the universe

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Nihilism 

Detachment 

Organic Survival 

Revolutionaries

The frustration of not being able to change things

Universal body of ethics 

Global human stupidity. 

Ethical pattern of the universe 

You should try to change the world when you are already the largest tree. 

 

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Being extremely emotional to the point of madness 

 

How does it feel? How do I visualize this space? 

 

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What sort of space I want to be in? 

Most people assume automatically that an emotional person is crazy. 

But being super super super emotional is a huge relief. 

Lets say I'll label it as "diehard emotional." 

Does this help me with being extremely sharp and psychic? 

Maybe who knows 

 

 

 

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Santeria practitioners perform cowrie shell divination. 

 

 

 

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What if I create a spiritual ritual/practice where I do a cowrie shell divination first and then followed by a diehard emotional litany. 

Would that feel like Liberation? 

 

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(write later about emotional reward) 

 

 

So i do come across thoughts like — is this just all in my head? Maybe what I'm thinking is not real at all? 

 

Lately I have had such thoughts. So I'm trying to dissociate myself from things that appear real but aren't actually real. Strange how the mind plays tricks. 

 

Maybe I'm desperately looking for love, who knows. 

 

I really don't have an answer to what one should do when they don't have romantic love in life. How should they feel about living, how should they go about with it? 

 

I'm young and having been through so many failed relationships can be hard on the self, given I'm a romantic and loving person. I always dreamed having a man as my soulmate as a kid. This was my most vulnerable part. So growing up and learning the reality that such things are not very real is disheartening. 

 

But maybe spirituality holds a key to most of life's questions and that's probably is going to be the next chapter of my life. 

 

 

Edited August 15, 2021 by Preety_India

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Emotional library (going to be writing about this as well) 

 

 

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We want to do the best for those who we think belong to our community. 

 

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Umbrella - emotional lectures. 

 

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You should follow a balanced form of survival. 

Not too high. Hyper survival. 

Not too low.. Self abandonment 

 

Moderate balanced survival. 

On the spiritual path you have two things to consider 

One is being selfless and rejecting the materialistic animal survival. 

And the other is having space for self love. Not Self love in a selfish way, but in a self care way. 

Love is synonymous with healing. 

The more love you have the more healing you'll have.