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Becoming Leo Gura, Becoming God

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On 10/08/2021 at 2:47 AM, Preety_India said:

⚽⚽Just focus on yourself. 

How far have you been able to do this really well consistently? 

I was going to use the football motif.

And the baseball motif for journal. 

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Or what I can do is repeat the above quote in my journals as a reminder. 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

Embracing God? Becoming God? 

Lets say I'm facing a situation. I am going to call it Situation 1.

How do I perceive and react to Situation 1 as Preety? 

How do I perceive and react to Situation 1 as ??????? 

I'll note down both reactions. 

How do I perceive things in my God suit? 

I've seen in a recent example, my reaction as God has been completely different. It is a bit selfish yet this selfishness is very deep and pure and higher, I'd call it pure deep higher survival. 

An acronym would be PDHS - PURE DEEP HIGHER SURVIVAL. 

THIS REALLY SOUNDS GOOD LEO.. 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

I've fallen in love with the God self of Leo. 

 

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You have to zoom out and see the Meta angle. The Meta is God or should I call it Super Meta, the ultimate Meta way of looking at things. 

What am I looking for? 

Maybe I'm looking for becoming whole or attaching myself to this whole? 

Is this the ultimate objective of our lives? To become one with whole? 

Becoming Super Meta? 

And what is Super Meta according to Leo? 

Often Leo says everything is Love. Even death is love. Evil is love. 

So Super Meta  is love then? 

And if I want to become one with Super Meta, then it must mean that I want to become one with LOVE? 

 


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4 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

 

What does Leo represent to me? 

I've fallen in love with the God self of Leo. 

 

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You have to zoom out and see the Meta angle. The Meta is God or should I call it Super Meta, the ultimate Meta way of looking at things. 

What am I looking for? 

Maybe I'm looking for becoming whole or attaching myself to this whole? 

Is this the ultimate objective of our lives? To become one with whole? 

Becoming Super Meta? 

And what is Super Meta according to Leo? 

Often Leo says everything is Love. Even death is love. Evil is love. 

So Super Meta  is love then? 

And if I want to become one with Super Meta, then it must mean that I want to become one with LOVE? 

 

This was such a cute little post. Lovely. It came from the love part of my brain. 

Maybe I should cultivate that part more. 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

I have only known spiritual love in recent times. Not sexual love. I have forgotten what sexual love means. It doesn't resonate with me anymore. 

This guy Btw resonates pure love in the moment. The way he speaks and calls himself a sociopath is so cute and endearing. 

There is something lovely about self deprecation. Thanks for teaching me love Leo Gura. 

Enjoying this... 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

 

Here Leo is so happy. And I'm glad that he is happy. 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

Leo, thank you so much. You teach me love everyday. You have made me a more loving person. 

You have taught me how to love hatred. I could never do that before. I could never love hate or being hated. You taught me to receive hate with love and for that I'm forever indebted. 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

I closed my eyes for 2 minutes. And Leo appeared again. 

And this time my head felt a bit groggy and the thought running through my head was - love is so and so, love is this, love is that

And suddenly Leo interrupted me and said - preety, love is vulnerability too. 

It all instantly disappeared and I forgot the top 3 values. 

This sucks. It was just there for a mili second and it's gone. My brain was in a deep state of vibration. 

 

 

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15 hours ago, Preety_India said:

I am morphing Leo's character into something that is feminine. 

(I've this huge thing with characters) 

Like Leo turning into a female character (for my girly girly self), and I'll name it Claire. 

So Claire in the form of Leo is going to be a character for my books. 

 

I have the perfect picture for you...

 

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30 minutes ago, FlyingLotus said:

 

I have the perfect picture for you...

 

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That blonde.Hopefully someone will understand me.

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What does Leo represent to me? 

I think one of the things that were part of the top 3 values of love was kindness. 

Leo added vulnerability to that list. 

*cuts to graveyard scene. 

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What does Leo represent to me? 

I need to rethink the top 3 values of pure love. 

  • Kindness. 
  • ________
  • _________
  • Vulnerability 

 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

Leo represents pure infinite love. 

Death = pure infinite love. 

Is God = Death. 

What if I thought God = death?

Will that completely change the meaning of life and death.

What does infinite love look like? 

I tried contemplating this for a while. 

To me infinite love is pure love. 

So there's the aspect of purity. 

One value is purity. 

There should be honesty associated with this kind of love. 

 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

The third value is wholeness. Becoming whole. Becoming God is becoming whole. 

  • Kindness
  • Purity 
  • Wholeness 
  • Vulnerability 

I need to have some additional values as well. 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

Ending chapter. 

BECOMING GOD. 

LEO REPRESENTS TO ME BECOMING GOD. 

what is becoming God? 

I think it would be something that is synonymous to drinking poison. 

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Drinking poison is a selfless act. 

But look at it metaphysically. 

What if you're infinite pure love? 

What happens when you drink poison? 

It doesn't destroy you because nothing can destroy pure infinite love, no poison can! 

So when the poison enters your system, your deep love neutralizes it gently and everything becomes love again. It's like detonating a bomb. 

Now imagine the poison to represent the devil. 

When the devil comes to you to corrupt you, he is trying to get you  over to his side. 

Your deep infinite pure love melts him and he is becomes one of your whole. He becomes a part of that love. 

Imagine a large bowl of milk. Now think of a cup full of melted thick chocolate. 

You pour this chocolate into the milk and keep mixing. You get chocolate milk.. The chocolate is fully dissolved. 

You add more chocolate, you still get chocolate milk. 

This is the magic of true infinite  love. 

The chocolate keeps dissolving. 

The devil sinks into your pure love and ceases to be a devil

 

 

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What does Leo represent to me? 

Don't reject the Devil. The Devil also looking to become a part of the Whole, it is looking for complementary aspects.. 

The devil subconsciously wants to be a part of Infinite love. 

So rejecting the Devil is like provoking anger in him. 

Rejection always leads to anger. 

This is where Leo teaches me to love the Devil as well. 

 

In a way surrender to Devil just the way you surrender to God. 

 

 

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Parts of these posts are incomplete because I slept through these posts. Feeling guilty right now. 

 


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What does Leo represent to me? 

The last two posts remind be of the virtue of surrender. 

So i get the following top values for pure infinite love 

  • Kindness
  • Purity 
  • Wholeness 
  • Vulnerability 
  • Surrender 

 


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