Love

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts thanks ricky that's so kind and sweet of you I really appreciate your support!

[Esilda]

@Marcel Gratitude! It makes me feel so warm that I have this support I'm motivated to share by the end of the night now as soon as I get back!

[RickyFitts]

1 hour ago, Esilda said:

@Marcel Gratitude! It makes me feel so warm that I have this support I'm motivated to share by the end of the night now as soon as I get back!

Wonderful 

[Esilda]

.... I have no idea if I should title them or whatever... Just going to let them flow and .... be... purely as they are, to as much as possible exist in the purity without any names to give to them.

Feeling a lot of forgiveness well up in me in this moment for some reason... 

[Esilda]

1 hour ago, RickyFitts said:

Wonderful 

[Esilda]

Q'ns I'm quietly asking myself that anyone can feel free to share their connections with:

• What is love but the expression of what we think love is?
• So how can we broaden and deepen our understanding of love to further our expression?
• How can we use our deeper understanding to deepen our forgiveness, heal our misunderstandings and see the presence of love throughout all of our past history?
• How has the understanding of love of everyone around us impacted the way they have related to us? How has it enhanced and how has it taken away?
• How do we bring everything back to the womb of Mother Nature’s spirit and grace?

Wishing everyone a beautiful wherever you are  .

As life sends more to me, I'll release more. This is all... So no-destination from me, I'm letting natures intuition guide me where she pleases.

[Esilda]

When I observe my love, is the observer the loved, lover or both? 

[Esilda]

Visuals that are speaking to me

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[RickyFitts]

What a beautiful soul you are, Esilda, thanks so much for sharing your beautiful thoughts and pictures 

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts My pleasure darl .... And music. 

Thank you so much again for the support you people are absolutely lovely .

I created this track just in the last few days .

I'm not sure what my plan is but sharing my music may become a "thing", I've titled it Love Ethereality. 

Hope you enjoy loves!

@Marcel Reading your post now  

 

 

Edited August 10, 2021 by Esilda

[Esilda]

 Here we go - Love Ethereality - made for headphones -  https://soundcloud.com/sarah-summers-881446519/love-ethereality

(self made)

 

Edited August 10, 2021 by Esilda

[Esilda]

For me the sound is fine... but well.. 

[Esilda]

@Marcel I'm only in the beginning stages of my music development. 

I feel I'd be more suited to females of course. A few things I'm a little self conscious over but overall i'm happy enough to add it to this journal 

And by all means!

Edited August 10, 2021 by Esilda

[Esilda]

@Marcel that was so brave of you to share your thoughts as you did further above (on love and your difficulties)! Thank you I appreciate all of your experiences

Edited August 10, 2021 by Esilda

[Esilda]

@Marcel HATE! WOH!

The word alone brings me anxiety lol so please no, no... Something more Marcel if not the opposite of me.

[RickyFitts]

37 minutes ago, Esilda said:

 Here we go - Love Ethereality - made for headphones -  https://soundcloud.com/sarah-summers-881446519/love-ethereality

(self made)

 

Oh I like it, very different! I've dabbled in recording music in the past so I'm naturally curious, what are you playing there exactly? Sounds like a synthesizer of some description?

[Esilda]

@RickyFitts @Marcel

Thanks guys.

Feeling a little down at the moment.

Going to re-read my love post to remind myself of my truth.

Like an affirmation to myself. 

@Marcel reading your post now darl  .

[Esilda]

Dancing and singing right now to Stronger xoxo

 

Lifting my spirits

[Esilda]

@Marcel its obvious to me now.... we have to integrate our whole consciousness  .

'Masterpiece of our minds from mastering our minds' I really like that line. Hope you're doing well, feel free to stop by anytime. 

I feel all of my emotions, I have to because they can be so intense as I have a really sensitive nervous system but I try to release them in a very stable and calm way. I agree though, follow up with an emotion that unites us. 

 

[Esilda]

@Marcel Will do!

Cool song! Rap, rap, rap, rap.....RAP RAP.. lol