Esilda

Love

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@RickyFitts OMG I am so tired right now I am getting up super early this morning 4AM!!!!! xD

Thank you soooo much for your warm comments :) , they make starting my day so much easier. 

Pilates and yoga early start combined with a morning rush for early work before we start the day properly because I have paperwork to catch up on!

.... ESILDA won't you spare a moment for your self care? 9_9

I will share more pictures tomorrow @RickyFitts  and so looking forward to this weekend in the caves! 

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57 minutes ago, Esilda said:

@RickyFitts OMG I am so tired right now I am getting up super early this morning 4AM!!!!! xD

Oh heavens above, what IS this madness?? :o:D  Good Lord, is there a four o'clock in the morning now??

59 minutes ago, Esilda said:

 

Thank you soooo much for your warm comments :) , they make starting my day so much easier. 

Aw you're so welcome, glad if I can make your day a little easier :) Sounds like you've got a hectic day ahead of you - take real good care of yourself darl, I'll be thinking of you :) Weekend in the caves though, that should be absolutely amazing! Can't wait to see the pics too :)

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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It's 6am now and I'm eating my breakfast, a dang MUFFIN because I'm in such a rush and I've forgotten to shop! :P 

I will let you know how it goes @RickyFitts thank you so much for your support you're such a sweety! :x

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3 hours ago, Esilda said:

thank you so much for your support you're such a sweety! :x

Takes one to know one, lovely :x

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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@Marcel OHHHH I've been watching from afar your love looks so pure!!! THIS IS SOOO great for the forum you two should share poems, writing and everything of love here to show us all what true love is about! :D :x:D:D

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3 hours ago, Marcel said:

Everything just feels so nice and warm, but there is no way for me to ever put it into words.

Words escape and fail me at this point in time.

Maybe words'll come in time. For now, just enjoy it my friend, you deserve it :) 

 

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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@lxlichael

 

 

SPEEEEECHLESSS!!!!!! Wherrrrreeeee is your singing journal? B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|B|^_^;)

 

 

 

1 hour ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda Thanks for the support and loyalty, means a lot.

Thought I'd contribute to the thread on love, a very early short improvisation.

 

 

 

 

 

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2 hours ago, Marcel said:

the Analyist inside of me is just constantly confused now.

I can´t help myself but somehow trying understand love rationally instead of just feeling it.

Hard to shake these habits, mate! Just notice what's driving the mental activity on an emotional level (mind and emotions are very much linked), and allow those underlying emotions to be felt, even if they feel uncomfortable, scary, or painful.

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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8 minutes ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda u love my journals so much u should check dis one as well haha

 

Stop promoting yourself in other people's journals. P.S. (just a joke) Pigs are G/\Y

8 hours ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda Thanks for the support and loyalty, means a lot.

Thought I'd contribute to the thread on love, a very early short improvisation.

 

 

8 hours ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda

@lxlichael just pack up your David again...

Please do not take anything I say as an insult. I have 17 warning points and I'd like to stay on this forum.

You are Love.

1 year meditation, 1 hour daily https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76489-1-year-meditation-1h-daily-start-at-100122/

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34 minutes ago, Marcel said:

I will. Funny enough, being in love helps with this process a lot.

There may be uncomfortable, scary or painful feelings, but the underlying love makes it more then bearable and almost enjoyable for the most part.

Just wonderful, I'm so, so happy for you, my friend :) 

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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5 hours ago, lxlichael said:

 @Esilda say something to that @Gregory1 dude for me so you can shut him up haha thx

14 hours ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda

 

 

14 hours ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda

@lxlichael just keep it inside your trousers. Thanks and God will love you as well. 

Please do not take anything I say as an insult. I have 17 warning points and I'd like to stay on this forum.

You are Love.

1 year meditation, 1 hour daily https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76489-1-year-meditation-1h-daily-start-at-100122/

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8 hours ago, lxlichael said:

@Esilda u love my journals so much u should check dis one as well haha

 

Loved this one! :D :x, not so much of the roars however though it did bring me a laugh in a good way, you're a natural entertainer!!

@Gregory1 I will report you to a moderator if you keep harnessing members in my journal which is meant to be about love.

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@Marcel

12 hours ago, Marcel said:

I truly believe that her and me share pure love with each other, its nothing short of unreal to me.

It feels that way at least, i have never felt more happy, whole and fulfilled before.

All of my suicidal thoughts and tendencies just vanish every time we talk.

I´ll definitely write more stuff when i find the words to do so haha

 

Can't wait! Please, please! :D :D

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@lxlichael I'm surprised by the wayy!! You come across as usually much less spontaneous! :P

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16 minutes ago, Esilda said:

@Gregory1 he (@lxlichael ) can post on my journal anytime. What are you doing though lol?xD Please if you want to contribute, say something about love, post anything about love but leave other members alone. @lxlichael Love the songs^_^

@Marcel @RickyFitts B|B|B|

 

Okay, fair enough - don't wanna mess up your journal.

 

About love... Let me write a poem:

 

Love is strong it only cares for joy forgiving...

Create a world with no fear together we'll cry happy  tears

See the nations turn their swords into plowshares...

 

To me, the following song represents love:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWf-eARnf6U&ab_channel=michaeljacksonVEVO

Please do not take anything I say as an insult. I have 17 warning points and I'd like to stay on this forum.

You are Love.

1 year meditation, 1 hour daily https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/76489-1-year-meditation-1h-daily-start-at-100122/

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@Marcel @RickyFitts do you have any music that would lift my energy levels? :P I feel like jumping around and then practicing my writing!

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@Esilda I love you just for asking! :) Did you see the last one on my song thread? Also happens to be the one I'm listening to right now, so I'll repost that one :)

 

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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Or this one, maybe, if you're not keen on that one:

 

'When you look outside yourself for something to make you feel complete, you never get to know the fullness of your essential nature.' - Amoda Maa Jeevan

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