I had the dropping away of the contracted energy in the body that Jim Newman mentions

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The feeling where there's no difference between the world and your body which Leo talks about in his enlightenment livestream video.

It's a relief to know I truly, truly, am not the body, so it doesn't really matter what happens for here on out. The weird thing is it just happened after vaping 0.03g of weed. I was meant to go out with my friends, but the contracted energy dissipated, then I noticed I couldn't get up even if the ego wanted to.

Leo, any advice? It's been a couple days now and seems like a permanent change. This is totally horrifying for the ego to know it's been the wave the entire time instead of the one riding and directing and 'keeping itself safe'. 

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Feeling has come back in my body. The me is definitely back. Not sure if I should be happy or sad ?. I feel relieved ngl.