Absolute Truth, De-Railing Entire Life

[goldpower123]

In one of Leo's videos describing Absolute Truth, or glimpsing Absolute Truth (God) first hand with direct experience, and that this experience is so indescribably gigantic as it deals with the core of what holds your human life together. Leo described how there've been people that went away from society for years to Awe in what they saw and how it can derail your entire life as you knew it. And in these deeper states you can see various supernatural phenomena, angels, demons, etc.

Could this be described as breaking the Matrix/escaping the Matrix mind control for the first time? This can be fucking terrifying wouldn't it? because now all that's true is your perception and imagination. Pure consciousness. You can imagine some horrific scary things or beautiful constructive things without the security blanket of that mental construct, because you've broken out of it, even if it's a glimpse; you've broken it. It's like when you walk through to the other side there's no turning back. Thus, yeah this can completely de rail the course of your life forever.

A year ago I was really focusing on myself, had profound spiritual experiences and I remember on my No Fap challenge I came face to face with myself and it was the most counter intuitive move I had ever fucking made in my life, like I pierced straight into the darkness of my ego consciousness. But on the other side was this pure light in my being, and it was as if I truly elevated and evolved on the right side of evolution.

Ever since then my perceptions have been left to me, and at first it was glorious, beautiful and bright. I found my highest path! But lately I have been seeing how it's not all light and rainbows, but there's a darker side, or an "underworld" type of realm, where your perception, which is all there is, can have the possibility to imagine some fucking terrifying shit, dark/evil places, usually I've found at points of spiritual weakness and deficiency, and/or based on my relationship or lack thereof with that pure Truth/God and connection to the most high. It's like your consciousness is drawn to certain frequencies based on where you're at in life.

Could someone with experience clarify is this overall an accurate description of what it's like after glimpsing Truth? And does anyone have any recommendations to keep on the right path? Thanks.

 

 

 

 

[OneHandClap]

Okay, I'll try to sum this up neatly, but it will require dropping all beliefs for a moment. Forget the idea of a Matrix, of God, of darkness, of even spirituality. 

Imagine that before the Big Bang, as we call it, there was total stillness. Total peace. Nothing to do, nowhere to go. Just being. 

Then, WHAM. Matter, energy, time, space. A few billion years later, you're born. Welcome to the world. You learn a lot of stuff. Language, culture, religion. Maybe you even learn about spirituality and how to see "the big truth."

Well, as you know, you did not evolve to be happy or know the truth. You evolved to survive as a human being. This means your mind is very good at conjuring up beliefs, delusions, ideas, memories, and emotions to keep you in line and make sure you survive in your environment. But what happens if one day, either through psychedelics, meditation, or just sitting around... something changes. 

You realize that you've been listening to your body and mind for your whole life, but you realize they aren't always right. There isn't danger around every corner. There is peace. There is a sense of stillness there. 

The truth is, all along, the stillness from before the Big Bang was always living inside you. It is you. You have just identified your consciousness with your body and survival so much that you forgot the simplest, dumbest truth... you are just a single instance in time and space, made of the entire universe.

When this happens, you can call it God. You can call it Truth. You can call it anything. The point is, the truth is the simplest, most "duh" thing in reality once you've seen it. The body-mind realizes, slowly, that there is no need to be afraid, because you are not separate from the environment. You are not a body that can be killed. Peace sets in. There's just phenomena happening, and you are an observer from one part of the giant show. There's nothing to experience but happiness about being there. 

That's all the truth is. Everything else is dogma on top of it. 

[Leo Gura]

1 hour ago, goldpower123 said:

, where your perception, which is all there is, can have the possibility to imagine some fucking terrifying shit, dark/evil places

That has always been the case whether you didn't spirituality or not.

The more conscious you become the less your mind will veer off into fear and dark fantasies.