Being a Tyrant to Myself

Preety_India · July 17, 2021

Crying into the pillow

The shit that I do

I feel soft all the time and I'm fed up.

I act like a soft teddy bear who always needs a hug

This thing isn't working anymore

I can't live like this

Preety_India · July 17, 2021

I need to act stricter with myself.

I keep postponing things.

I feel soft and comfy comfy all the time

I never say anything strictly to myself and this old habit just doesn't die .

I have taken the whole hippy hobo liberal thing too seriously..it's fucking me up.

All I want to do is sit in a corner and smoke weed. THIS IS NOT LIFE.

GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR ASS AND START WORK..

Preety_India · July 17, 2021

Even when I do any work, it's usually after I have pushed myself too far.

It's like this

Preety_India · July 17, 2021

This "helplessness" and "crying into the pillow" is not going to work anymore.

I need to be Braver.

Not just stronger. .

But braver

I need to take the leap that I'm always hesitant to take.

I always feel like - I can't do this. I can't do this

This seriously becomes a handicap.

Preety_India · July 17, 2021

I want to use Leo's pictures as inspiration to work harder.

These pictures are simply impressive and a quick way to get instant motivation and reminders

I can use them as instant reminders.

Preety_India · July 18, 2021

I want to each one of these pictures to convey a statement with emphasis like a strong reminder.

This is fun

His thumbnail expressions are perfect to make it motivating for me.