Share the story of experiencing Nothing/Absolute truth

[Emmad]

The frustration of not being able to experience  ego death, absolute truth, true self was increasing day by day while emotions ran haywire. 

Serious efforts ( or seemingly serious) were made to stay sane but in vein. There was a constant feeling of restlessness and knee jerk reaction to emotions. 

After being down on the knees but not giving up, it was demanded that the truth be shown. 
A sincere demand no more shitting around. A demand to be shown the absolute truth at once. 

Then, the moment was taken to the time where oxygen was being supplied to give Anesthesia as a major surgery was to be performed. The oxygen was inhaled and on the exhale the surgery was completed.

In between the breathe, it was realised, that Absolute truth is Nothing and feels like nothing. 

Edited July 15, 2021 by Emmad

[sara373]

so, there is no truth? 

in other words, our self. Its nothing?

Clarification pls

[Emmad]

@sara373 We are communicating in the dualist realm so truth does exist. The knowledge of self being nothing is the truth. 
 

In the non dual realm there is no truth because there is nothing to be experienced. 
 

let’s try again

The knowledge of truth exists but the truth itself is nothing. So it is safe to say that ourself is nothing. 

Edited July 16, 2021 by Emmad
To be more precise with world play

[VeganAwake]

Nothing is not an experience. Its the revelation that meaning, purpose and value (things mattering) are just egoic concepts created within the dream story of being a separate individual. 

❤

 

[sara373]

thank you I understand about this much better now 

[Nahm]

@Emmad

Awesomely hilarious for nobody.

[Jo96]

Nothing is an experience 

[Emmad]

Once there was Nothing. 

Nothing imagined something to experience something, since then nothing has been experiencing something imagining other things. 
 

It seemed to something that it is experiencing existence but  in real it is nothing that experiences everything. 
 

What made nothing so great was that it didn’t even have to dream up anything, something will did the dreaming while nothing sat through the entire thing.