I want to meet God

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I want to meet God. I think about this everyday.

 

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Maybe life doesn't matter so much.

Maybe life is not important.

Maybe eternity matter more than the here now 

 

Lot of spiritual questions.

 

I don't like this world. I don't like humanity 

I don't like how there's a huge power imbalance in this world.

Why are a few people having so much power?

 

Why can't women have enough power?

Why is the feminine defeated ?

 

Why are so many people poor ?

Why are very few people so rich ?

Why are authoritarian people evil ?

I feel puzzled by how imbalanced this world is ?

It's almost like it doesn't belong to noble people?

There's too much ego and greed in this world.

 

 

 

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Can an honest soul belong to this world ?

Christianity says that we should focus on the Kingdom of Heaven.

Can God give me clues to the path of truth ?

 

What is the greatest spiritual truth ?

 

 

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I feel like honesty belongs where it belongs.

I get this feeling constantly that honesty doesn't belong to this world.

 

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How long does it take for passive people to be devoured by their conscience.

 

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Or I can treat this whole world like a Russian roulette

 

Some people are lucky and some people are not. A zero sum game.

 

But most people who win are evil geniuses.

 

 

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A cruel realisation today.

That humanity cannot stay together. It's a pipe dream.

In reality we need love but that's not possible. We won't get it 

We can only escape the cruelty of life 

If we are good, that's already a great thing to do 

This is a very pessimistic view 

By this view, one shouldn't have kids because the question arises, what's the point if humanity is doomed ?

 

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To get my house in order spiritually.

 

 

 

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My 4 hour contemplation has yielded 3 approaches.

• The very optimistic approach based on brotherhood. Creating a better planet. Survive through the mess. And have a lot of kids. This is very idealistic.
• The middle ground pessimistic approach - you want to think that the world is brutal yet you don't want to fully give up on it . You do have an escapist mentality where you want freedom from the world yet you support those who are on a similar path as you. You're on a rescue mission but you are not doing it to create a better future,  you're simply doing it to rescue someone in the present moment. An example would be - you're helping poor people by establishing a foundation yet you're not giving a guarantee or you're not claiming to eradicate poverty completely in the future, you're not being too optimistic about the future and you believe will always exist, yet you're doing your best to help people see the light and find freedom from their suffering. You're basically giving them a push up as you strive yourself to be free from your problems..in short you're not trying to change the world, simply helping a fellow being to see the road to freedom. Offering some help along the way 
• Extreme pessimism. The world is very bad. No point in doing anything good. Turn a blind eye. Not wanting kids.

 

 

Edited July 10, 2021 by Preety_India

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I don't want to be optimistic but I don't want to be pessimistic either.

So I would choose the middle option of being slightly pessimistic.

 

Promotion of brotherhood is fine but it's something that looks good on paper yet doesn't manifest in reality.

 

It's one truth to state an absolute truth.

It's another truth to be more aligned with reality. This is a form of higher truth or relative truth.

Of course absolute truth always sounds beautiful but can often lead to misleading ways of approaching things because all of the absoluteness gets lost in relativity.

Just like true meaning is lost in translation.

 

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When life ditches you and even death doesn't want anything to do with you 

 

 

 

 

Edited July 11, 2021 by Preety_India