Dilip Kumar passing-7/7/2021- Earth/ INDIA in crisis

[Preety_India]

My favourite actor and someone who I had been following recently has passed away yesterday.

And there were so many spiritual questions simply coming up yesterday in my mind. 

I cried vehemently for hours feeling the pain.

At the same time, my mind was bombarded with so many questions that it was impossible to answer them but I could feel some sort of sadness.

And I felt that his death was some sort of ominous message to the world.  

In India conditions are really bad so a lot of people are simply fleeing the country out of frustration. It is merely impossible to survive in this country, the population exploding, the resource crunch, it feels like the land is getting drier and drier 

Most people don't know about India because they are not living in India so they believe the news media which always tries to portray India as a nation that will turn into a huge economy but people are very unaware of the daily struggles in this country.

On paper everything looks good but in reality there are too many problems which are going to be extremely dangerous. 

You have to live in India in order to experience the reality here.

The reality is very brutal..

And even if India appeared to be doing well on the international front, there is a different side that people have not seen, poverty rates are increasing, things are getting worse, medical help is zero , millions are suffering depression, huge number of suicides is an everyday reality, families are breaking, stress is very high.

Farmers in india are committing suicide in large numbers.

 

I think the agony of the farmers who killed themselves, is slowly turning into a curse that will grip the nation.

 

 

[Preety_India]

His death came as a huge shock.

Yesterday was a very bad day.

 

[captainamerica]

3 hours ago, Preety_India said:

His death came as a huge shock.

He was 98 yrs old bro, don't be sad. 

Edited July 8, 2021 by captainamerica

[Preety_India]

18 minutes ago, captainamerica said:

He was 98 yrs old bro, don't be sad. 

Death is death. Passing is passing. 

Someone's loss might not be big to you but big to someone else.

 

[captainamerica]

How are your efforts for healing going?

Edited July 8, 2021 by captainamerica

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica all I can say is that I'm trying.

Spiritual awareness is helping me to heal.

 

 

[Preety_India]

I think the Indian movies that were made between 1950 and  1980 were an imprint of true Indian culture. 

They provided a cultural script to Indians.  

These movies  showed a way of life although they are considered outdated by Indians today. 

But these movies represent art, culture,  history,  beauty, grace and dignity. 

 

Edited July 8, 2021 by Preety_India

[captainamerica]

4 hours ago, Preety_India said:

@captainamerica all I can say is that I'm trying.

Spiritual awareness is helping me to heal.

 

 

Tell me more. Did you try the psychedelic you recommended to me? 

San Pedro... Or is it breathwork or something else?

Edited July 8, 2021 by captainamerica

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica  I don't do psychedelics anymore. Stopped doing those long time ago because I started suffering auditory hallucinations. 

I'm doing transcendental meditation and Om Mantra meditation. 

I'm also learning different chants and mantras .

But the core practice is to focus on contemplation and insight meditation.

 

[captainamerica]

11 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

@captainamerica  I don't do psychedelics anymore. Stopped doing those long time ago because I started suffering auditory hallucinations. 

I'm doing transcendental meditation and Om Mantra meditation. 

I'm also learning different chants and mantras .

But the core practice is to focus on contemplation and insight meditation.

 

How many years or months since you are in depression?

Your house situation is bad. I am sorry about that. Would you mind sharing your degree and passing out year with me? 

I teach programming. For free also. Not sure if you find it interesting. 

Tell me more. I like talking to you, I swear. 

Edited July 8, 2021 by captainamerica

[captainamerica]

You did not reach out to me, now I guess I  will have to keep reaching out to you. 

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica  I don't like programming hehe.

Regarding depression, I have intermittently suffered depression all my life.

But past 2 years it has been acute.

 

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica  i watched this video today. It was awesome. Kinda brought some sunshine into darkness

 

 

[captainamerica]

 

5 hours ago, Preety_India said:

@captainamerica  I don't like programming hehe.

Regarding depression, I have intermittently suffered depression all my life.

But past 2 years it has been acute.

 

Oh. In such a long time period practically all the concentration or focus power must have been gone. Am I right? 

[captainamerica]

5 hours ago, Preety_India said:

@captainamerica  i watched this video today. It was awesome. Kinda brought some sunshine into darkness

 

 

Funny that you mention it.

When practicing mindfulness etc. I get flashes of Elephants and their inner nature relatively frequently. And this happens with practically no other animal. 

Something about Elephants...

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica true

[captainamerica]

10 hours ago, Preety_India said:

@captainamerica  I don't like programming hehe.

 

What do you like?

I have read that you like writing? 

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica

I like only writing, nothing else. 

 

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica  the term software programming creates a lot of fear in me.

 

Bill Gates made a video on software programming Phobia.

 

 

[Preety_India]

@captainamerica I mean I'm too dumb for tech things. Software and tech is not my cup of tea.