Living in this world

[GrahamW]

Perhaps like many people I have progressed through the stages over my life without sticking around in orange to maintain a stable source of income - frustration in a scientific career whilst being a systems thinker, adopting the ideals of green but with Aspergers preventing me being a green practitioner. Recently I opened the door to spirituality and dispelling the ego, and can glimpse turquoise. But the path over decades has been chaotic and has left me on too fragile a base to live and develop in that stage. What would be beneficial for me to focus on next?       

[Bodhitree]

It sounds like what you are saying is that you keep touching on the different stages without fully integrating them — you keep going ahead without really addressing where you are at. I think you need to revisit each stage thoroughly to see what you have left undone with an eye to personal advancement. 

[GrahamW]

@Bodhitree Yes I think you are both right. I look back at the stages cherry picking, but wanting to be surrounded by like-minded people rather than integrating the stages. Life purpose is definitely a missing link!