Another date

[Strangeloop]

Smoked weed and drank alchohol with friends in nature and after the night I came home to be suprised by a message. A girl has invited me out. I wanted not to go cuz I was tired with little sleep, but since I'm sooo Open minded. I decided to go. Although I had to use some gas to go to another town. Which was kind of bummer. But I had a good time with her.

The one thing that bothered me is that I zoned out when she talked and didn't really listened to what she had to say. All I heard was thoughts from my own paradigm of understanding.

And I have this thought that I talk unconsciously? It could be delusional but still or I was quite, but I talked and still enjoyed the time. It was peaceful most of the time with a couple moments of anxiety.

Edit: The peaceful times were mostly when I was quite. And when we talked I experienced mild anxiety.

But it doesn't seem like that she wants anything serious and tbh neither do I. The logistics are not ideal and I could find someone else nearer to my area.

But Maybe if she's up to driving to my place I might consider meeting up with her.

Edited July 3, 2021 by Strangeloop