Sex Diary

[ivankiss]

Damn man, I'm on fucking fire today!

Another cold approach. Very bold move - If I might add. Not gonna lie, I had to muster up quite some courage to approach this girl. I'm definitely stepping into model territory here. She's an absolute 10/10. Tall, thin, gorgeous butt, long, silky, blonde hair, cute as fuck, gorgeous smile, very feminine, dresses like a true queen, very kind and outgoing. 

But... Sadly...

She has a boyfriend.

She apologized 10 times lol. Saying how I'm really cute and all, but she's just not available now. I could tell she was actually sorry. She finds me attractive, that's a no brainer. We agreed to catch up if she happens to exit the relationship. She works very close to where I do.

My focus goes back onto N now. And J ofcourse. 

Great times!

[Hulia]

3 hours ago, ivankiss said:

If I bang her within two weeks or less, @Hulia owes me a beer.

Some friend told me that 2 my classmate made a similiar bet for me. I pushed myself into dramatic mood and waited. And waited.. But nothing happened. Basketball, beer, Tween pix in the evening.

[ivankiss]

@Hulia Well, there are good and bad hunters.

Let's see which one am I.

[Hulia]

1 minute ago, ivankiss said:

@Hulia Well, there are good and bad hunters.

Let's see which one am I.

 we all already know, that you are a sex god :)))

don´t be so modest

[ivankiss]

@Hulia Yeah, I rock at sex, true.

But this whole pick-up action is quite new to me. Especially when it comes to juggling several girls at once. I'm not used to that, at all.

[ivankiss]

Rumor has it, this is a song about anal sex.

And even if that's not the case, I like to interpret it that way.

Maynard James Keenan... Another sex god right there. Tool is pure sex.

Get up, get up now

Free yourself from yourself

Locked up inside you
Like the calm beneath castles
A cavern of treasures that
No one has been to
Let's go digging
Let's go digging
Bring it out and take it back in

You won't do what you'd like to do
Lay back and let me show you another way

Kill what you want to
Take what's left and eat it
Take all or nothing
Just too short to push it away

Take it all
Take it all in

All the way in
All the way in
Let it go
Let it go in

Edited July 16, 2021 by ivankiss

[ivankiss]

I'll be adding one of these every once in a while...

Full entries on pages: 1,3,7,11

Edited July 16, 2021 by ivankiss

[ivankiss]

J is coming over tonight. We're planning on pretty much repeating the previous weekend. That's right. Another marathon. Fuck yeah! 

We did not hook up since last weekend.

I had a brief conversation with both J and K today. On two separate occasions.

K knows I'm hooking up with J how, regularly. There was nothing weird between us two. Everything seems chill. She's still kinda into that 45yr old dude. But they did not hook up. 

J was very hot and cute today. But a bit tired from work. It's a very busy day.

I promise her a nice, relaxing, sensual, deep-tissue massage tonight. I'm eager to get her to blown off some of that steam. But... I doubt I'll be doing a full report of the night. As I said; I don't want to repeat myself too much here.

Unless... My mind gets blown away again, and something remarkable happens. Then I will report.

 

[Hulia]

33 minutes ago, ivankiss said:

I promise her a nice, relaxing, sensual, deep-tissue massage tonight.

It´s my favorite part! Looking forward

[ivankiss]

@Hulia I might do a full report on the massage - exclusively, just for you.

I just stopped by J's workplace. I bought her some nice chocolate, in a cute, heart-shaped box. I wanted to lift her spirits up a bit. I could tell she's all exhausted.

It worked.

I like doing little acts of kindness like this. Even if I'm not in a relationship with the girl. I want her to feel loved and appreciated. I obviously care a lot about J. I want her to be happy.

Edited July 17, 2021 by ivankiss

[Hulia]

@ivankiss chocolate.. heart-shaped box.. little acts of kindness...

stupid and sentimental

[ivankiss]

@Hulia Right. I should just shove my cock down her throat and act like a true King.

[Hulia]

2 minutes ago, ivankiss said:

@Hulia Right. I should just shove my cock down her throat and act like a true King.

No, you should shove your cock down her throat and perform little acts of kindness

[ivankiss]

@Hulia I do. I tell her she's a good girl.

[ivankiss]

She's here in an hour or so. My weed dealer a bit less. Getting some of that yummy sativa again.

My dick is in sleep mode still. But I'm sure that'll change as soon as J walks through the door.

Have a nice night everyone. I'll be thinking about all of you when I cum.

[ivankiss]

Thinking of you
Thinking of you
Thinking...

[fopylo]

Hey good luck man

Every time you seem to be getting sex and new girls... Quite inspiring to start living the same way

[ivankiss]

@fopylo Thanks! Will get back with a full replay in dm, soon. Good luck to you, too!

 

Here's a quick update;

J and I hooked up twice since my last post here. It was the usual, mind-blowing epicness. Especially last night.

But things also settled a bit and we kinda got used to the goodness of it all. Things feel a bit more grounded.

Everything seems cool between us. We're planning on hooking up within a few days, again. But, as I said; I will not be reporting about J, unless or until anything outstanding happens.

Regarding N... Had a nice, smooth, relaxed conversation with her today, during lunchtime. We 'bumped into each-other'. I love how life keeps trying to make things seem like a coincidence. When in fact; it's all totally not a coincidence, at all.

Long story short; very cool vibes with N today. She's aligned with her passion and is deeply invested. She's into make-up art, photography, painting, etc. Great sense of style. I love her taste in fashion. Lots of 'bro vibes' during our interaction. Not sure if I'm happy or not about that. There was no real sexual tension going on today. Probably because my balls were all emptied out by J this morning/last night.

A few more 'red flags' with N... She's 31. I honestly thought she was 25ish or so. Girls at that age typically do not look for fockbois lol.

She's also freshly out of a serious, long term relationship. 5+ years, they bought a house together and all. No kids however. He dumped her for another chick he met on a busines trip. Barely two months ago.

So I'm thinking... is this the type of girl that is looking for a fuck buddy right now? I'm not sure. I'm kinda getting mixed signals from her. She seems stressed, often. I might just be exactly what she needs right now... Or the last thing on her mind. I'll give the whole thing a bit more time. I'm in no rush, whatsoever. Except that bet with Hulia. That would be cool to win.

That model-type looking blondie I mentioned is popping up in my field of perception more frequently, too. I can tell the 'LOA' - if you will-  is working. 'Hocus Pocus Focus'.

I know she's attracted to me. I can tell she's been thinking about me. Considering me. Wondering... I know she's interested. And I heard from her coworker that things are not the best in her relationship. Maybe there's more to this story. We'll see. 

Again; no rush. I'm all relaxed and at peace. Centered. Cruising. Satisfied with how things are unfolding.

I definitely found sexual abundance lol. Shifting my focus onto music and money now, more. 

 

Edited July 21, 2021 by ivankiss

[ivankiss]

Something very awesome started unfolding.

That dude, who got me that awesome sativa, wants to be friends n shit. We grabbed a drink and some great food earlier, in a bar that has a great reputation. Here's why; 

It's flooded with young, beautiful, horny girls.

It's an alternative/rock bar, very cool spot, great vibes. This dude is a regular there. So here's why I'm excited about this:

A) This dude is a 19 year old, who did not have all that much luck with the ladies, so far. He mentioned me he always ends up being friend-zoned. I think I could help him out a bit. Mentor him. It should be fun. Why not? And I'll also be having sort of, kind of a wing-man. Not that I truly need one, but still. Plus, he can introduce me to a lot of cool people.

B) Obviously, the girls. Something about that trashy, goth/whatever style turns me on like crazy. The place is full of girls like that. In all shapes and forms. Here's a perfect example of what I'm speaking of, exactly:

So fucking hot.

[ivankiss]

Not your average fuckboi