I’m Moving to/LT Vacationing in China for Personal Development

[BipolarGrowth]

Everybody having their own ideas of what my identity should be based on my past and the western medical view has become suffocating to my soul. I’ll be living with one of my best friends and his family who I’ve met and visited with before.

What I’ve learned: If you feel trapped, maybe you should listen to your heart and free yourself. 

Edited June 12, 2021 by BipolarGrowth

[kinesin]

Free yourself... by physically moving your illusory body halfway around the illusory globe?  Why not just free yourself here and now?

I'm pointing out that your current actions aren't even compatible with the enlightenment you believe you're experiencing, in the hope that by noticing these contradictions you might stop and address your symptoms directly.  You're in a manic state right now and you're doing a lot of things which are far too drastic and might cause you difficulties further down the line.

Addressing and managing your mania is part of the spiritual path - if you don't learn how to get a hold of it and balance out all the chaos you're experiencing, you'll just be right back to suffering soon enough.