My Journal Of Life

[Dan]

Hello! My name is Buda Dan, I live in Bucharest, country Romania, I am 25 old, and in the moment I write this the date is 08.11.2016, hour 02:25 a.m. I intend to write a few times a week and in this moment I hope nobody will read what I write here.I intend to be very intimate with what I feel and think and if anybody will be reading what I write I apologise because English is not my native language and my studies are poor in this regard. As a little personal history I was born and lived Romania, village Vima Mica, in nord part of the country, my school was done there, I lived with my parents and grandparents, my mother now works as teacher in village and my father in Spain like half a year then the other half our farm in village. The last 3 years I live in Bucharest because of my job, in a 3 room rented apartment with a colleague of mine. My income is 600/700 eur/month. I don't know were will go all this journaling, I don't have a plan/scope/strategy for it. I listen to Leo for a year now but I implement little to nothing of tell us to do. In this moment my life is chaos, I am undisciplined and unproductive, I don't have a relationship and little social life ,  most of my day I play video games and  go to work, I have bad eating habits, and bad every day habits all around. I don't really know why I write this journal, maybe because is some cry of help or something like that. Now I will end my post at 03:09 a.m.  08.11.2016 because at  08:00 I want to go to the gym and I need some sleep. See you truth seekers!

[George Paul]

Why are you going at 8:00 to gym ? Don't you have a job ?

Why the fuck don't you meditate ? You've been watching Leo for a year now and still don't meditate ?  Start today with 20 minutes with the hardest posture you can do. Or even 10 minutes.  And do it every day. You have the advantage of not being married and no kids. And you are very young, if you keep going your life will be fabulous by the time others will hardly wake up in the middle of nowhere.

Buda can't be your real name, is it ? If it is, please change it if you wont meditate, you are a shame for that name. Get to work. Start today and report every single progress you are making right here. I keep an eye on you.

 

Edited November 16, 2016 by George Paul