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Undercurrent of panic over this state of consciousness

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I hate but also need to somewhat relax with this state of consciousness I'm in. It feels eerily quiet in my head. Rather than thinking I feel much more non verbal.  Undercurrent of panic because I feel like there isn't much of a self. Spaced out and dazed sometimes though, mental fantasy but image form. 

Just need to express/accept and not suppress the panic. 

More venting than it is topic thread 

Actually kinda pleasant though. No, that's random words 

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Hark ye yet again — the little lower layer. All visible objects, man, are but as pasteboard masks. But in each event — in the living act, the undoubted deed — there, some unknown but still reasoning thing puts forth the mouldings of its features from behind the unreasoning mask. If man will strike, strike through the mask! How can the prisoner reach outside except by thrusting through the wall? To me, the white whale is that wall, shoved near to me. Sometimes I think there's naught beyond. But 'tis enough.

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8 hours ago, lmfao said:

Just need to express/accept and not suppress the panic. 

There is an undercurrent of existential dread in most people who have no connection with spirituality. Keep raising consciousness and it will go away.

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