Immanence and Transcendence Express

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Next week I will be starting to take psychedelics again after 3 months of intense self-development in the field of psychology.

This thread has the purpose to track my development. I will be focusing on healing and enlightenment.

 

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I will be using these sources for my healing

 

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After such videos I kind of get discouraged to take psychedelics but I'm so prepared for psychedelics, I don't know what I can do more. At the same time, Conner seemed like such a smart and intelligent guy, he was definitely not the dumbest guy around the block. He broke and fried his brain. For the last 3 months I studied psychology and now I'm balls deep studying psychedelics but I'm going back and forth if I should wait or not wait with the dive.

 

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I'm preparing myself with breath work:

 

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I still have to learn about Kriya Yoga. There is so much to do.

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I noticed that I'm looking different to actualized org after suicide of SoonHei and the whole ordeal by Conner Murphy. These happenings revealed spiral dynamics deep stage orange of this forum. There is a lot of selfishness that I was afraid of. I dropped those feelings of guilt of caring about myself. Everybody pursues his own interests, so will I.

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Two days ago my grand mother died. Death is real in the relative sense. It made me think about stuff and about life and what I want to get done. I'm done with this woo-woo stuff for the coming weeks. I will try to meditate on the regular though.