Miracles

[Proserpina]

My mum's brain cancer has dissipated and is slowly melting.  From 15 months to live to a low grade cancer. She doesn't even require chemo or radiotherapy anymore, both of which she refused anyway.  Sometimes I wonder if I had performed a miracle.  I was given the gift of smelling death for several months right after she became unwell. I cleared the entire house of the smell by questioning death and seeing it's imaginary qualities.  I prayed over the room in the house that smelt like a coffin,  the smell strongest around an incense which I then placed in the shed. 

Has any one else had any similar experiences? What do you think the smell was? 

[kinesin]

That's wonderful to hear that her cancer is going away  My own mother has incurable cancer, so I understand what you've been through.

As to what actually happened there - I have a few thoughts, though no definitive answers. 

1: cancer does indeed have a detectable smell, and it's possible that this is what you were noticing.

2: it's possible that you may have been experiencing a form of synesthesia called emotion-smell synesthesia, where your brain subjectively processed the knowledge of death in the house as a smell.  By clearing the 'smell', you may have actually been clearing out an emotional spectre of death.

3: various ancient peoples believed in 'miasma theory', which was the idea that many illnesses are caused by 'bad air' which in many cases manifested as a smell, and many of the treatments people performed at the time resembled the actions you've been taking.

4: there is a phenomena which isn't currently well-understood by medical science although it is acknowledged, where intention and 'hope' does appear to play some role in cancer outcomes.  It is possible that the things you did actually helped via some unknown mechanism.

[Proserpina]

@kinesin Thank you so much for the lengthy and in-depth response.

[Nahm]

1 hour ago, Proserpina said:

My mum's brain cancer has dissipated and is slowly melting.  From 15 months to live to a low grade cancer. She doesn't even require chemo or radiotherapy anymore, both of which she refused anyway.  Sometimes I wonder if I had performed a miracle.  I was given the gift of smelling death for several months right after she became unwell. I cleared the entire house of the smell by questioning death and seeing it's imaginary qualities.  I prayed over the room in the house that smelt like a coffin,  the smell strongest around an incense which I then placed in the shed. 

Has any one else had any similar experiences? What do you think the smell was? 

Smell is ‘the strongest spiritual sense’, and the most subtle, and is the only literal direct sensation so to speak. Contemplating sound or sight by comparison is much ‘easier’ to unravel or realize the actuality of for example. I’m familiar with the death smell. You might think about it in reverse, as the smell of not life vs of death. To continue on in the same direction, and don’t expect this to make any logical sense right now... I would read about and contemplate on hydrogen. Again, more ‘put info or videos’ in front of you, and just experience it, absorb it, not necessarily think about it. Just being more aware of it and holding it in mind with a heart full of love, you can not only change your ph balance at a consciousness / dna level, but also those around you who aren’t holding resistance to it. They don’t need to know or hear anything about periodic elements, only to desire well being and release any resistances to it. 

[Proserpina]

48 minutes ago, Nahm said:

Smell is ‘the strongest spiritual sense’, and the most subtle, and is the only literal direct sensation so to speak. Contemplating sound or sight by comparison is much ‘easier’ to unravel or realize the actuality of for example. I’m familiar with the death smell. You might think about it in reverse, as the smell of not life vs of death. To continue on in the same direction, and don’t expect this to make any logical sense right now... I would read about and contemplate on hydrogen. Again, more ‘put info or videos’ in front of you, and just experience it, absorb it, not necessarily think about it. Just being more aware of it and holding it in mind with a heart full of love, you can not only change your ph balance at a consciousness / dna level, but also those around you who aren’t holding resistance to it. They don’t need to know or hear anything about periodic elements, only to desire well being and release any resistances to it. 

I'll give it a shot!

I'm going to see if I can tap into the smell again, even if it is far more subtle than before, while focusing on hydrogen. 

I would hold on to ideas as well such as 'death' with a heart full of love and the smell would dissipate.

Edited May 17, 2021 by Proserpina

[Nahm]

@Proserpina

Awesome. I’m not suggesting trying to tap into the smell again though. Imo it’s served it’s purpose already, and you were very receptive to it. If it were me, I’d buy or pick lylacs, or roses, etc, and give them to / put in a vase, for / by mom. 

[Proserpina]

37 minutes ago, Nahm said:

@Proserpina

Awesome. I’m not suggesting trying to tap into the smell again though. Imo it’s served it’s purpose already, and you were very receptive to it. If it were me, I’d buy or pick lylacs, or roses, etc, and give them to / put in a vase, for / by mom. 

Thankyou. I put a flower beside her bed.