Thinking about letting go of spirituality and self-development

[SolarWarden]

I feel I will achieve a piece of mind if i put this work to rest.

However, I fear that people will get far ahead of me if I stop watching, reading, meditating, attending retreats on spiritual work.

A balance maybe be ideal. It just feels like being a monk or finding success in life are two opposites in which I have to focus on one.

Just feel happier thinking of letting go of this spiritual clothing and never put it on again.

Any recipes for smoothie shakes?

[Barbara]

Red fruits peanut butter and spinach

[Mosess]

I think your ego is backlashing.

Maybe you could try taking a break for a few days and think about what you want to do after?

[Flowerfaeiry]

3 hours ago, SolarWarden said:

However, I fear that people will get far ahead of me if I stop watching, reading, meditating, attending retreats on spiritual work.

So you're doing this to get ahead of people?

[Rigel]

Go ahead let it go thats fine. 

[LastThursday]

16 hours ago, SolarWarden said:

A balance maybe be ideal. It just feels like being a monk or finding success in life are two opposites in which I have to focus on one.

Look at this thread for some thoughts: