Your first glimpse of God.

[Eren Eeager]

Mine was 5 years ago, before Leo even started talking about spirituality. I Used to listen to emotional and deep music and get a certain spiritual plasure that I recognize now as Love. I used to listen to this stage yellow religious man, called Adnan Ibrahim and it happened to be that he is deeply spiritual as well. He was always talking about God or Allah as the most important and most amazing thing. He really was who started me on the path. And here I Am after 5 years still seeking. I always remind myself that I am long-term project and I will flourish someday because I am not doing that right now as my ego is very hurt deep down and is keeping me in place. In the last 5 years, 90% of my life was in deep pain and suffering and depression,but still I am going and will be always going. 

cheers!

[The0Self]

About 6 years ago. It was incredibly scary. Everyone including me was seen basically as a puppet moved by the empty pure-existence/God that we all are. I was abruptly seeing through the lens of "I am God dreaming this sense of reality," and that lens, while only a lens, instantly rendered all previous lenses obsolete. It was on some drug cocktail before I got into consciousness work. Ketamine + LSD + cannabis or something like that.

[Moksha]

My first glimpse of god was sleeping out on my front lawn as a kid, and staring into the endless expanse of stars. I didn't know what it meant, but it was awesome all the same. ?

[Loving Radiance]

I met the Creator almost 2 weeks ago. I wanted to be another person but thought that I wanted to let go of this person. Well there was no person. Just Insanity. Infinite warping of experience, no form.

Even before that while watching Leo's 13 back-to-back awakenings video I realized Love of Existence. Too much love to contain in this human body.

Edited April 27, 2021 by Loving Radiance

[The0Self]

5 minutes ago, Loving Radiance said:

I wanted to be another person but thought that I wanted to let go of this person. Well there was no person. Just Insanity. Infinite warping of experience, no form.

Now that's interesting... Reminds me of an experience I had of separating from not only my physical form, but my astral form as well... And what was between that and another form? It was the fucking WILD WILD WEST of consciousness. Absolute Insanity...

[Loving Radiance]

@The0Self Insane stuff

Instead of getting another identity with which I thought I would feel better I just got no identity and thus insanity. There was acceptance that this body would live from now on in a in a asylum for insane bodies. Crazy reality. Makes totally sense which is in itself totally insane. Oh well.

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

I think it was when I jerked off for the first time around age 9. And no, I am not kidding about this!

[Eren Eeager]

13 minutes ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

around age 9

Lol, at age 9 !! 

I remember also the first time I jerked off. It was like, WTF is this? this is next-level pleasure, fuck!

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

53 minutes ago, Eren Eeager said:

WTF is this? this is next-level pleasure, fuck!

Not only next level pleasure, but I actually remember it to this day as a one second long ego death experience (of course, back then I had no concept of "ego death"... but looking back on it, that's exactly what it was. A dissolution of my personal self and merging with Everything.)

I really think that this one experience set me up to eventually become a spiritual seeker... 

Edited April 28, 2021 by Bazooka Jesus

[VeganAwake]

7 hours ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

Not only next level pleasure, but I actually remember it to this day as a one second long ego death experience (of course, back then I had no concept of "ego death"... but looking back on it, that's exactly what it was. A dissolution of my personal self and merging with Everything.)

I really think that this one experience set me up to eventually become a spiritual seeker... 

Are 'you' still trying to find something?

What has been found?

[Guest Bazooka Jesus]

2 hours ago, VeganAwake said:

Are 'you' still trying to find something?

My left sock. Have you seen it somewhere?

2 hours ago, VeganAwake said:

What has been found?

The right one.

[VeganAwake]

18 hours ago, Bazooka Jesus said:

My left sock. Have you seen it somewhere?

The right one.

? just saying hi ...hadn't heard from you in awhile ?

[CreativeMind]

I saw the eye of God when I opened my Third Eye about 5 years ago.