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[Raptorsin7]

This makes me so furious reading this. 

Where are his cultist followers now? Last time I posted this I got gaslit by like 5 people.

[Tristan12]

I really don't know much about Nahm or your experience with him but from what you said, it seems like you have been treated unfairly and so I don't blame you for your response, and I do agree that people seem to be taking his side just because they love him so much when in reality he's the one in the wrong. Sorry you have to go through that. But, if anything, how you talked about your experience with him and how its affected you inspires me to prioritize morals and integrity within myself as a coach, and to really pay close attention to how I make people feel as a coach, so thank you for that.

[Preety_India]

Do your parents even know that the money was used, spent and lost in this manner? 

Also I expect a refund in such a situation to your parents. It's their hard earned money. 

 

[Raptorsin7]

4 minutes ago, Preety_India said:

Do your parents even know that the money was used, spent and lost in this manner? 

Also I expect a refund in such a situation to your parents. It's their hard earned money. 

 

Yeah they knew. I use the money as an example because it displays nahm's lack of integrity, and people can resonate because most people work very hard for money and see it's value.

My family has a lot of money so it's not a huge deal.

Nahm won't refund anything the guy is a charlatan. 

Edited February 23, 2022 by Raptorsin7

[Raptorsin7]

16 minutes ago, Tristan12 said:

I really don't know much about Nahm or your experience with him but from what you said, it seems like you have been treated unfairly and so I don't blame you for your response, and I do agree that people seem to be taking his side just because they love him so much when in reality he's the one in the wrong. Sorry you have to go through that. But, if anything, how you talked about your experience with him and how its affected you inspires me to prioritize morals and integrity within myself as a coach, and to really pay close attention to how I make people feel as a coach, so thank you for that.

Don't be sorry it's okay. I am in the best place i've ever been in my life, and at this point my growth is inevitable. I have been making jumps in wisdom and awareness for the past 6 months, and it's only getting better and better.

I'm glad I had that affect on you, I think a lot of people on this forum are hopeful to teach some day and this has been a valuable lesson for everyone.

The cultists don't intimidate me in any sense anymore, I would welcome any of them to withstand my presence. They are all full of shit, I can see it a mile away. Dishonest people stick out like a sore thumb to me now, and I think most of these people sense that.

I expect my rage to die down in the coming weeks then we'll see what I'll do.

Part of me wants to go around exposing all these charlatan teachers, but maybe there's another way to go about this.

I might spend some time developing an ethical guideline for seekers and students. I have a lot of experience being a seeker and paying for coaches/therapists/gurus etc so I have a lot of experience on this space

[Preety_India]

Just now, Raptorsin7 said:

Yeah they knew. I use the money as an example because it displays nahm's lack of integrity, and people can resonate because most people work very hard for money and see it's value.

My family has a lot of money so it's not a huge. 

Nahm won't refund anything the guy is a charlatan. 

Yea for someone who has worked too hard for it or someone who is cash strapped and if they happen to cough up that kind of money for sessions and then realizing that it's not helpful, it can come across as quite a shock. I remember spending my own hard earned money on some charlatan for investing in his business because he promised me that it was extremely lucrative and then I completely lost the money to the tune of $3000 and he went into hiding because he had taken a lot of money from other people like he did from me and the day I discovered that he was operating a scam, I collapsed on the floor and after that I couldn't eat,drink or  sleep for nearly 15 days, I had almost lost all of my savings to that scam and then I would repeatedly faint and lose consciousness in the coming days after the incident. My health suffered terribly and I would get panic attacks at night thinking about how I get back my money. He was a very rich guy so he paid bribe to the police and escaped far away and I could never see a dollar from him  again. I had lost all of it. The financial loss was huge for me. But the psychological and emotional loss was even bigger knowing that I acted foolish and gave away so much trust and knowing that I was betrayed and got no compensation in return 

I think people brush off such things as "not a big deal" until it actually happens to them. The money never comes back. But the psychological and emotional ramifications of such losses and betrayals is even bigger and lasts a long time. A lot of people don't realize  the damage it does to the psyche. 

I mean I was suicidal for many many months after that charlatan ran away with my money. He later changed his name and escaped to another city. 

 

 

[Raptorsin7]

1 minute ago, Preety_India said:

Yea for someone who has worked too hard for it or someone who is cash strapped and if they happen to cough up that kind of money for sessions and then realizing that it's not helpful, it can come across as quite a shock. I remember spending my own hard earned money on some charlatan for investing in his business because he promised me that it was extremely lucrative and then I completely lost the money to the tune of $3000 and he went into hiding because he had taken a lot of money from other people like he did from me and the day I discovered that he was operating a scam, I collapsed on the floor and after that I couldn't eat,drink or  sleep for nearly 15 days, I had almost lost all of my savings to that scam and then I would repeatedly faint and lose consciousness in the coming days after the incident. My health suffered terribly and I would get panic attacks at night thinking about how I get back my money. He was a very rich guy so he paid bribe to the police and escaped far away and I could never see a dollar from him  again. I had lost all of it. The financial loss was huge for me. But the psychological and emotional loss was even bigger knowing that I acted foolish and gave away so much trust and knowing that I was betrayed and got no compensation in return 

I think people brush off such things as "not a big deal" until it actually happens to them. The money never comes back. But the psychological and emotional ramifications of such losses and betrayals is even bigger and lasts a long time. A lot of people don't realize  the damage it does to the psyche. 

I mean I was suicidal for many many months after that charlatan ran away with my money. He later changed his name and escaped to another city. 

 

 

I remember the day I posted on my journal about how bad I felt in my life, and how Nahm's coaching didn't work for me. I was suicidal and my life was an absolute wreck. Then Nahm commented on the thread and gaslit me, he told me I completely misrepresented our relationship, he said I never listened, he lied about my justification for dropping out of law school, etc. 

I felt physically sick in my stomach when I read it. I was like wow, this guy really commented this after how much faith i put in him and how much I staked of my life on his advice being genuine and valuable.

[Raptorsin7]

I have a strong sense that the thread was very valuable for many people. 

At the very least it was incredibly valuable for me

[Tristan12]

8 hours ago, Raptorsin7 said:

Don't be sorry it's okay. I am in the best place i've ever been in my life, and at this point my growth is inevitable. I have been making jumps in wisdom and awareness for the past 6 months, and it's only getting better and better.

I'm glad to hear that

8 hours ago, Raptorsin7 said:

The cultists don't intimidate me in any sense anymore, I would welcome any of them to withstand my presence. They are all full of shit, I can see it a mile away. Dishonest people stick out like a sore thumb to me now, and I think most of these people sense that.

I expect my rage to die down in the coming weeks then we'll see what I'll do.

Part of me wants to go around exposing all these charlatan teachers, but maybe there's another way to go about this.

I might spend some time developing an ethical guideline for seekers and students. I have a lot of experience being a seeker and paying for coaches/therapists/gurus etc so I have a lot of experience on this space

That could be cool to do, all i'll say is if you do that try to do it from a conscious and level-headed place rather than using it as an outlet for any built up rage or resentment from your own experience, as it sort of seems that that's what you're alluding to. But yeah something like creating an ethical guideline could be cool

[Zeroguy]

@Raptorsin7 Vented out whole Phil thing,bro?

How is your game?

[Raptorsin7]

19 minutes ago, Zeroguy said:

@Raptorsin7 Vented out whole Phil thing,bro?

How is your game?

Yeah I don't feel the rage or vengeance anymore. 

Someone pointed out to me that what I was doing would hurt me too. I was trying to destroy Nahm, rather than show what I think was wrong and try bring greater harmony with everyone. There is a harmonious way to do and say what I was doing, rather than rely on the dark energy of hatred, vengeance, rage etc.

I haven't touched the idea for a few weeks now. You may I have been right about me outgrowing it, I have been too focused on what I've been doing with mentors and I don't feel the desire to really pursue. 

The hope is the more I heal and can release the emotional knots like hatred etc I will gain more clarity. So maybe the idea will come back, but if it doesn't that's okay with me too.

3 hours ago, Tristan12 said:

That could be cool to do, all i'll say is if you do that try to do it from a conscious and level-headed place rather than using it as an outlet for any built up rage or resentment from your own experience, as it sort of seems that that's what you're alluding to. But yeah something like creating an ethical guideline could be cool

Yeah, it really clicked in that thread that there is a harmonious way to go about this, and a toxic destructive way. By the end of it I could feel how stark the difference was, and I had no desire to tap into the rage that was motivating the earlier posts. 

If my approach is to expose and destroy people I don't think it's possible to feel the harmony, which is all I care about anyways.

I think I need my energy to settle before I make clear decisions on what I'm going to do. My emotions and energy are changing and evolving rapidly now, so until there is some sense of stability i don't thing i'll have clarity about a life purpose path or anything

[Raptorsin7]

Democracy will never work until people grow and learn how to live in harmony. Most people are unconscious and so if you leave the power to make decisions in unconscious hands then you will get chaos.

 

[Raptorsin7]

If this is the beginning of ww3 then at least I am more prepared now then I have ever been before

[Raptorsin7]

War has been part of humanity for thousands of years. Only a few hundred years ago Napoleon was invading countries and toppling regimes every few years in the most advanced continent on Earth at the time. 

It seems like all of this stuff has it's own collective momentum. There's a higher control that seems to be governing how these events unfold.

Love must have it's hand in everything, so this is an act of ultimate of love. But this is beyond my understanding, I don't know if this truly good or desirable from a big picture perspective.

But anything that happens it is the case that god wills it.

 

[Raptorsin7]

In the course in miracles introduction the last line is...

Here in lies the peace of god

I can feel those words penetrate 

 

 

[Raptorsin7]

I could play a few games per day, do spiritual practice before I play, and then write about how my games were and insights into the mechanics of the game.

Like today I realized how toxicity leads relates to karma. When you are toxic and allow the toxic mind to trigger your teammates then you will in turn suffer that in the future. The most toxic players are also one's always seeing toxic players in their own game. So if you choose not to be toxic and refrain from triggering your teammates you will in turn see less toxic people and you will be less triggered while playing.

I could also give updates on my own progress and path.

I have a serious block around spirituality and money. Part of me thinks it's wrong to charge money and profit off of spirituality. That is a big thing holding me back right now, it's almost like any business I would do is inherently unethical because I would incorporate spirituality

[Raptorsin7]

Try this guided meditation for anyone reading. It's so incredibly powerful.

[Raptorsin7]

 

[Zeroguy]

are you inloved ?

8 hours ago, Raptorsin7 said:

 

 

[Raptorsin7]

@Zeroguy No, but I'm growing like crazy everyday.

I just did a heart chakra guided meditation and I can sink my suffering and tension from my head into my heart.

Try that