I Saw It

[Shin]

I was watching a video from Leo (can't talk about it cause it's from the life purpose course), and I suddenly felt that I was him,

When I looked into Leo's eyes, I wasn't looking at something external, I was talking to myself.

I also felt the pain he had saying what he had to say, I knew he was sad, and not just by looking at his eyes, it was deeper than that.

It was painful yes, but so beautiful at the same time, it really can't be described with words, it's way, way, WAY beyond thinking.

 

It reminds an another experience I had years ago:

I was randomly walking in my town streets, and suddenly I was aware in a very deep level of every situations of my life, how everything was unfold.

I think at this moment (it lasted 10 minutes, probably less), I was seeing threw karma, I could litterally know intuitively why every good and bad things happened in my life.

It wasn't traditional thinking, I didn't control anything, it felt like someone else was thinking.

 

I even start to think there is a lot of "supernatural" possibilities out there, there is too much shit the mind can't understand, simply because it isn't wired to do so.

It makes me remember of a video where you see Tony Hawks falling, he was in intense pain, but he still started the jump, and break his record ...

How could that make sense ? He was in a worst shape, probably not even in condition to walk, and he break his own record ?

How could this be "logic" or "possible" ?

He also said in the interview following his record "I don't know how I did that,there was this intense flame inside me" (not the exact quote, don't have time to search for now).

 

 

[cetus]

25 minutes ago, Shin said:

it's way, way, WAY beyond thinking

@Shin Exactly!

[Shin]

It happened again.

I was doing my daily walk, meditating along the way as usual.

Then I saw a dog I see often, just sitting here looking at me.

I instantly looked into his eyes and was aware that the dog was in fact me.

 

It's difficult to explain, but, everything was exactly as it always has been, except that when I looked at the dog, I felt it wasn't something "external" to me.

Reality is exactly the same, only the perception of it change.

 

Also, for some seconds after that, I was seeing the whole world more alive, and me, "me", was just a sort of ghost walking through it (the feeling is very hard to put into words sorry ^^).

Edited October 28, 2016 by Shin