I deluded myself. I have been watching these videos for so many years without realizing that I was the one behind everything. I was lost, deluded, and depressed and I wanted to get out of my delusion by creating a higher quality delusion that would be a stepping stone out of my delusion, but I didn't saw that it was another delusion. I see it now, it's always there no matter the video. It takes many forms but it's always the same source. And it's not only about actualized.org, it's the same thing for all videos that exist. I created everything. I created these videos, I created Leo, I created this forum and each message that it contains. These videos cannot exist without me experiencing them, which means that their existence is dependant on me, which means that I created these videos. Leo cannot exist without me experiencing Leo, which means that Leo's existence is dependant on me, which means that I created Leo. This forum cannot exist without me experiencing it, which means that this forum's existence is dependant on me, which means that I created this forum and all messages that it contains. And it's not only about me, it's also about you because I cannot exists without you. You created these videos, Leo, this forum, and everything else. This post cannot exists without you experiencing it, which means that this post's existence is dependant on you, which means that you created this post. I'm going to stop here for today, I will create the answers that I need tomorrow.