Dr. Mike(my therapist) therapy notes.

[Preety_India]

Channeling both spirits is important. 

Society fears the devil more than God. 

 

[Preety_India]

You basically gave me a death threat. 

 

Grow up.. 

 

[Preety_India]

What am I going to do with this information? 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I don't care about shit anymore. 

Maybe it's time for me to let out anger 

 

 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Took a ride to the end of the lane

Where no one ever goes

Ended up on a broken train with nobody I know

But the pain and the longings the same

When you're dying. 

Now I'm lost, and I'm screaming for help alone. 

 

[Preety_India]

Don't stay with Malevolent entities. Leave me them. Let them go. Don't cling to them.

They will cause hurt, pain and loss. 

What to do? 

Hey @Preety_India, just let it go. I know you are crying inside. But let it go please..

It's ok. Don't worry anymore. 

You will be fine. 

But don't stay with Malevolent entities. 

Just stay with those who are on the either side of the road,both good and evil needs to be integrated. 

As long as there is love, it doesn't matter. 

 

The main essence is Love. 

 

 

 

Remember that okay? 

 

[Preety_India]

Stop approaching people. Finish. 

 

[Preety_India]

How does God love you? 

By protecting you. 

 

 

How does Devil love you? 

By protecting you from evil. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

I was thinking about 2 more concepts.. But as usual I forgot. 

One was that no matter what the circumstances, to always keep your mind and body pure, the way it should always be. Never let anything about you change. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

But the more you think about your circumstances, the worse it gets. Try not to focus on it, even if there is a temptation to do so. When those thoughts linger, distract yourself. Life is fucked up anyway, one way or another. The whole idea of thinking that others have it good isn't going to help, makes the pain much worse, and who knows what's in the future for others, there are many many people who are doing equally worse or much worse, and by this I don't mean to downplay any of your struggles, but trying to steer you to look towards the sun, a brighter future awaits for you, maybe not around the corner, not just yet, life is like a flower bud  that can bloom in many directions and show you many wonders, many doors can open, right now there is much frustration in your heart that life isn't working the way you want, turn this frustration into power, the power is always yours no matter what, right now you're quite attached to your life, the more you stay attached, the worse it gets. Try to accept the state of things in the present moment and let it go, so that there is room for better things to come, it's not the end of the road yet, so don't lose hope, this struggle is also worthy of praise as much as is a life of simple pleasures, no struggle is jn vain, learn to embrace struggles as a part of life, that's what makes life meaningful, right now it feels like everything is falling apart, but take refuge in love, God and spirituality, treasure your soul and spirit because your spirit is far bigger, greater and above the experience of life, let this spirit not be tainted and burdened by the impurities, there is be something that will never get corrupted by drugs, money, poverty, ill health, bad relationships, bad circumstances and that is your heart. Keep it pure and invest in acceptance. Find peace within your self, because this world wouldn't give it to you. Find your strength in your spirit to carry through life fearlessly and take what comes and you never have to worry about what's going to happen tomorrow, because having love in every moment is greater than any life circumstance, good or bad. 

I hope you understood what I meant. 

 

[Preety_India]

Having love in every moment. 

 

The Malevolent will always try to steal from you, will always try to change you. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Don't be in a hateful space just because somebody decided to put you there. 

 

[Preety_India]

Don't be in a hateful space just because somebody decided to put you there. 

 

[Preety_India]

The Malevolent is constantly changing things to affect us. Never let anything about you change. 

Keep yourself as you are. 

 

[Preety_India]

Still don't remember. 

I think the other concept was - you'll get fucked over by people, Whether they are good or bad. It's impossible to know beforehand if a person has good intent or bad intent. All you can do is simply focus on yourself and not invest too much trust into others to the point where it could get detrimental. To the point when they begin to have power or control over you. 

Yes narcissists are dangerous 

 

But only when they have power over you or if you are depending on them for anything. 

It just doesn't matter who is how. No need of judgement. 

Just make sure that you aren't being negatively impacted. 

 

 

[Preety_India]

Human connection cannot satisfy me anymore and I have understood all of that. 

 

So no point. 

 

I hate how quickly I have to come to conclusions in life.

 

Then what is it? 

 

It's spirits and guides, animal energies and human energies that will help me out. 

 

It's not the humans or real beings but the archetypes that are more important. 

 

[Preety_India]

 

The only thing I have learned is to let go. 

 

To never let myself get stolen. To never let my character be muddied by experiences in life. To never become bitter. 

 

To stay the way I was born. 

 

I had this tacit innocence about me. I want to keep it that way. I don't want to lose who I was just because of a shitty life. That's the least I can do in being brave with my circumstances. 

 

I don't want to corrupt myself. 

 

I'm seeking solace in sadness. Not the destroying kind of sadness 

A sadness that brings me closer to myself in periods of loneliness. 

I'll always be a lonewolf and I know that

[Preety_India]

Don't run to people. 

Let people run to you. 

Let them come and show that they value you and love you 

Let them come to you and ask for forgiveness 

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Let them respect and cherish your presence 

Don't be fooled by their Samaritan behavior. 

 

[Preety_India]

Let people prove that they want you. 

Or like you. Rather than the other way around. 

 

[Preety_India]

Why should I show interest in a guy who literally showed zero concern for me while rambling on about his own concerns for 4 hours?